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change add le ..

2005-04-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

hahax .. again .. i change my blog add le .. lolx .. cause i want a new start .. i have change to www.serene-peipei.blogspot.com .. hehex .. see ya there .. =)

Photos to view ..

2005-03-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

cute cute snowy couples ..

Olden Days Pic .. Lolx

I Love This .. So Does My Frenx .. =)

Do I Look Cool ?? =p

This IS mY Dog .. Teng Teng .. =)

Later i then upload my new hair cut .. =P .. wait till my frenx is back .. hahax .. hmm .. i finally know how to upload pic le .. whaha .. so happy ..

moi birthday ..

2005-03-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

today is moi birthday .. i shall sing a happy birthday song to myself ..
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to serene
happy birthday to u
lolx .. hmm .. i am glad that there are some of my frenx still remember its my birthday even he/she never see my msn nick .. wowx ... and zy had bought something for me .. i wonder what it is lehx .. i dunno .. very curious .. hahax .. hmm .. zy if u read this blog horx .. tell me what present u giving me ok ?? hhaax .. hmm ..
actually today .. long long story .. happy and sad .. haix .. like last year though .. the same boi make me sad and happy on my birthday .. but it is opposite now .. cause last yr is he make me sad at night .. now is he make me sad in the afternoon .. lolx .. why ?!!! haix .. sobx .. but .. it came out one same result .. we both are happy and ok .. whaha .. hmm .. how should i start the story .. oh wellx .. sorry if u dun understand what i am typing .. hahax ..
firstly .. ytd night .. hmm .. dearx saw me online .. but he never says me happy birthday to me after midnight .. then .. ytd i ay his house .. he said ur birthday lehx .. must make u happy .. so i tot he misunderstood that ytd is my birthday .. oh wellx .. then .. today .. morning i saw him online .. but he never wish me happy birthday nor ask me out .. haix .. i was so sad .. so i change my nick to .. "lonely birthday .. nobody ask me out .. i am a gurl how can i ask u out .." lolx ..then he still no reply or reaction .. haix.. :( so i wanted to get him a surprise .. so i da ban very nice nice .. and make up and took a cab to his hse .. then i reach his hse .. he was bathing .. lolx .. then i lie on his bed .. when he came out .. he was shocked .. lolx .. then he told me he actually wanna buy a cake to my hse .. then celebrate .. but who knows .. i come his hse liaox .. hahax .. he wanna give me surprise .. i also wanna give him surprise .. lolx .. too bad lohx .. then i tot can go out .. but who knows !! he went to sleep .. arggg .. then i really very very sad and angry .. no matter how tired are u .. u cannot sleep de lohx .. it is just only one day once on a year .. haix .. then i purposely kick his legs and take my bag walk out .. idiot .. he still sleep .. change position only .. haix .. then i talk to him .. ask him .. u really wanna sleep is it .. then u sleep i go home .. idiot .. he never reply .. haix . =( then i purposely make alot of noise .. but he still sleeping .. argg . i was very very angry .. haix .. then he open his eyes . saw i cry .. then ask me what happen .. then went back to sleep .. arhhx .. then after long while .. dunno by what reason .. he woke up .. i was chatting with xingyao at his toilet .. and take my bag along .. cause i remove my make up .. haix .. i was so pissed until like tt lohx .. haix .. then he sms me .. says where u .. haix .. then i go back to his rm .. haix .. then he hug me ask me why i cry .. i dun wan to tell him de .. but i know he will get pissed off if he ask alot and i just kept quiet .. so i told him .. hahax .. then he says he too tired .. oh wellx .. what can i still say .. but to forgive and forget .. since he woke up alrdyx .. rightx ..
then we went to causeway point .. watch son of mask .. actually darling ask what i wanna watch .. he gave me three choice .. son of mask, hitcher, robots .. i knew darling wanan watch son of mask .. so i choose it .. he like mahx ... then what we do lehx .. hmm .. we went to buy the tickets lohx .. then went to arcade see ppl play games .. alot of shuai ge siax .. *winkx* .. then we saw some people playing a game which is to grab teddy bear .. lolx .. like so fun .. hahax .. dearx says wanna grab for me .. but never ... sobx .. nevermindx .. hmm then we went to watch the movie .. hmm .. not bad though .. funny lohx .. hahax ... but i see dearx never laugh de ... :( dunno why .. haix .. sobx .. then we go eat crystal jade .. whaha .. first time eat siax .. lolx .. hmm .. then we went down .. wanted to go home .. then saw prima deli .. dearx ask wanna buy cake for me .. so we stay there and look at the cakes .. wowx .. think ah think .. finally we bough a cake .. 24 dollar for half kg ?? lolx .. so exp !! wahx .. i chose the most exp de .. haix ..
i think dearx spend alot today .. but he says nevermindx .. cause my birthday .. hahax .. dearx u dote me .. though no present .. but its alrightx .. i am happy enough .. =) love lots ..

wo hao xiang ni

2005-03-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

wo hao xiang ni worx .. zhen de hao xiang hao xiang .. its a sudden .. luckily later can see u liaox . hope we will be as happy as ytd .. hehex .. wo ye hao ai ni .. *muackx dearx ..

haix .. =(

2005-03-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

i am so sad .. i will be so she bu de with dearx after 8 mthx .. which means on november lohx .. haix .. curious what is happening ? why do i suddenly says that .. wellx it is like that ..
dearx is going to australia on november for training .. haix .. he have to go there for 1 month .. and we can't call or sms each other totally .. haix .. not even chat on the msn lohx .. haix .. which means totally no contact lohx .. haix .. 8 monthx is a short time .. we have to really treasure our time now .. haix .. i am gonna miss dearx alot .. haix .. so sad siax .. 1 whole month cannot contact lehx .. haix .. so sad siax ..
when yiling's (nicole's frenx) dearx went to australia, i was like so happy that at least i wun get separated with dearx .. cause he wun be going to overseas .. but now ... haix .. why my mouth so suay lohx .. haix .. i should slap myself .. *slap slap* haix ..
then its not over .. next year may, dearx going to thailand lohx .. haix .. again .. overseas .. why !!! haix .. =( its like junyu .. haix .. he also going there training lohx .. haix ..
when junyu went to thailand, and see he and nicole got separated, i was like so happy .. yaya .. dearx at least will be my side .. i will get to see him every week lohx .. haix .. but now !! haix ... why my mouth that idiot and suay .. haix ..
dearx is now going to both thailand and australia !! why .. the both situation that i hope wun come true had now came true !! haix .. i really hope i and dearx wun get separated some how .. haix .. but it seems no choice siax .. his camp so idiot also lahx .. haix ..
but a good news is .. at least i and dearx get to celebrate our 2 yr anniversary together lohx .. hehex .. rightx .. and i also get to celebrate dearx's birthday with him .. yaya .. happy siax .. hahax .. at least wun that bad .. hahax .. i love him so much .. i know dearx also so she bu de me de .. rightx .. dearx wun want or wish to gen wo fen kai de .. rightx .. dearx .. take care yourself in australia .. kekex .. i will miss u alot in singapore .. i wun flirt around de .. lolx .. even if i flirt, my heart and mind will still have u .. hahahahahahax .. lolx ..
yaya .. later get to see dearx dearx .. hahax .. so his house lang man .. lolx .. poor dearx .. dun get to book out lohx .. today then can book out siax .. cause they have to act as vistors for the open house today .. the ITE and poly ppl will be going there to see see look look de .. hahax .. then horx .. dearx so .. dearx yesterday still say dunn whether got cute cute meix meix anotx .. ahhax .. he horx .. haiyox .. *pinch pinch him* .. lolx ..
anyway, i go watch tv le .. dun blog blog le .. hahax .. later also have to prepare to meet deax dearx .. see ya dearx later .. muackx ..

my work .. yesterday and today ..

2005-03-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm .. b4 i continue about my entry on today's work .. i shall say about yesterday work siax .. but b4 i begin .. i must tell ppl to give me some yoko yoko .. cause my legs and back aches !! ahhh .. i so ke lianx .. sobx ..
okok .. i shall begin le .. yesterday the N2 teacher never come .. then horx i have to take over the position lohx .. haix .. so tired and stressed siax .. haix .. my body wanna break liaox .. haix .. then teach them lohx .. by right cannot teach them de .. haix .. then never teach my before and after school care .. haix .. luckily my mum helpx me abitx .. or else .. haix .. i will go crazy .. thnkx mum .. suddenly nothing to write about yesterday .. haix .. oh ya ... after my work, i and zy went to exercise .. lolx .. haahx .. we go try try the new gym corner at our house here .. hahax .. i do until my arms and legs pain siax .. my legs and armx are alrdyx pain pain le .. then haven recover and add more pain .. i think i will think quite long to recover .. haix .. i also very ke lianx .. hahax ..
today le .. hmm .. yesterday is i take over N2 .. today is i take over N1 & PG .. omg !!!!! i getting more tired each day .. haix .. by the time friday comes, my body will break .. haix .. i need to go for massage .. hahax .. today worst siax .. got a teacher assist like no teacher like that .. cause she do nothing .. leave all to me .. haix .. i do everything .. haix .. i dunno lahx .. like what my mama says is true .. i have to just tolerate for this few months only .. cause i work until june or july only lohx .. school reopen no matter ITE or POLY .. rightx .. haix .. tml is another tiring day le .. i guess so bahx .. hahax .. and luckily for today .. my mama help me .. or else i wun be able to go home by 5pm lohx !!! haix !!
bye bye .. ciaox .. go watch tv .. daddy ask me to concentrate on one thing .. hahax ..

happy anniversary ~~~

2005-03-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

happy anniversary dearx .. have been with dearx for 1 yr 5 mths le .. so happy siax .. esp when dearx mention "dear" and "muackx" .. to say frankly .. dear wun say that de .. its been a long time he mention dear and muackx le .. hahax ... how it happen lehx ? after we chat on the phone, i sms dearx says happy anniversary .. i love u .. then he replied .. oh yeah .. almost forgot .. same to u dear .. muack .. hehex .. a simple sentence yet i feel so sweet .. lolx .. hahax .. so easy to get contented .. lolx ..
wowx .. going to one and a half year liaox .. wahx .. thats really very long siax .. lolx .. i think i loving him more and more each day le .. hahax .. but with no regrets lohx .. rightx .. i love him so much dearx .. i and him chat today .. hmm .. though i can feel that dearx tired .. but he still talks to me and listen to me .. thats touching .. wonder how i know that ?? cause i ask dearx what he doing .. he says wait for you to hang and sleep .. thats straight rightx ?? then i tell dearx .. ok lohx .. i have to do something liaox .. cause someone say le .. lolx .. then he says .. nevermindx lahx .. i not tired today .. but i can feel that he is tired lohx .. my dearx so ke lian .. the serguent .. haix .. but he today still better lahx .. the idiot not that torturing le .. lolx .. oh ya .. dearx may not be able to book out on sat .. lolx .. sobx .. friday cannot book out alrdyx very sad for two of us le .. and now .. sat may not be able to book out also .. wahx .. i hate the serguent .. argg .. how can he torture dearx .. haix .. hope dearx get to book out bahx .. *bless him* .. he today no ippt .. oh wellx .. he mixed up .. its on friday .. haix .. dearx says he is doomed .. his running surely doomed .. haix .. he says be prepared to run for the rest of the 2 years .. cause the serguent says that if they can do well in the ippt, they no need to run for the rest of the years in army .. haix .. but dearx says surely die .. dearx arhx .. nevermindx if u cannot .. u try your best can le ..
oh ya .. dearx is slightly injured .. haix .. his armx .. haix .. do too many chin ups liaox .. sobx .. then dearx leg pain pain .. climb the stairs also pain .. haix .. *heart crying* .. sobx .. *please bless dearx fast recover* .. worst of all .. his yoko yoko use finish le !! which means he got no yoko yoko to use for these 3 days !! haix .. dearx .. i think i buy 2 bottles for u bahx .. u bring in ... i hear and see u like that, heart pain pain .. u must treat my heart also .. ahahx .. xing bing yao yong xing yao yi .. hahax .. u know what i mean write ?? hahax ..
muackx !! i love u dearx ..

my activities ..

2005-03-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

hellox .. now is the blog about what i have done for today ..
omg .. i am so tiring today lohx .. i work from 9.30am to 5.15 pm lohx !! omg .. so tired siax .. i work 2 place siax .. after school care and N1 & pG ..N1 and PG are the same class the lohx .. haix .. i so ke lian .. jump here jump there .. haix .. so tired siax .. tml i worst siax .. will be teaching N2 lohx .. which means .. "full - time" for a day .. omg .. haix .. i really very ke lian .. haix ..
then after my tiring work, i still have to bring my dog downstairs to poo and pee lohx .. haix .. so sad .. i so tired .. leg wanna break liaox ..
anyway, i go rest le .. hahax .. byex byex .. wonder how is dearx in his new camp siax .. i dunno lehx .. hope everything runs smoothly for him .. lao tian ye qing bao you ta ... thnkx ... =) i miss him so much .. and today is only monday .. lolx ..

2005-03-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

童话

忘了有多久再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事我想了很久我开始慌了是不是我又做错了什么你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局

我是幸福的

黄昏过后暖暖的晚风中在小公园里头眼眶红了看老公公和老婆婆在散步着把手牢牢握着星星亮了我觉得幸福就是这样的 * 几十年后你也变老公公我当你的拐杖扶着你走眼睛花了你老花眼镜就是我把时间忘了慢慢走美丽风景我为你转播不让你错过 # 能和你牵手我是幸福的你就像温柔又顽固的石头用心盖了座最美的城堡叫永久圈住我不管过再久也会幸福的我们都走过了动摇的时候爱已变成树就算是有风会平息的 Repeat * #被懂我的人爱着我是幸福的连沉默都能是交流你总是能给我比我想的还要多我爱你不做你的公主要做你的快乐

this two songs very nice de .. lolx .. but too bad i dunno how to do to play two songs .. lolx .. hahax .. enjoy ..
anyway to all the couples out there reading this blog, please treasure your partners .. it is a fate for u and your partner to meet .. really .. ren hai mang mang u still can meet your that one .. treasure .. tolerate if u and ur one have quarrel .. dun because of a quarrel and break .. no good .. lolx .. really .. think b4 u act .. even if u wanna break, u got to give the person a chance to explain if u think the person is at fault .. dun so chong chong mang mang .. kekex .. ("v") LOVE YOU dearx ("v") .. muackx ..

to hubby ..

2005-03-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

HONEY .. wo zhen de yao xie xie ni gei wo de yi qie .. 我是幸福的 .. NOTHING EVER CHANGES MY LOVE towards you .. 我是真的真的很爱你 .. 就是爱你 .. though you are not my FIRST LOVE, but the feeling you gie me all this while is like first love .. please dun say 分手吧 .. wo shi 绝不能失去你 .. ni shi wo de 唯一 .. baby对不起 wo shou zuo de wrongs .. SORRY .. 我爱你 .. 十年 hou de de jing tian, wo hai xiang yu jian ni .. 当你 bu zai wo de shen bian, wo wang zhe 窗外 xiang zhe ni de pei bian .. wo gen ni xiang 豆浆油条 zen yang dou fen bu kai .. wo men jing guo le hen duo 暴风雨 .. 当我们同在一起, wo men dou hen kai xin .. xi wang you yi tian de ni, hui 陪我看日出 ..
this is what i wish to say .. all from bottom of my heart ..

oh ya ..

2005-03-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

hehex .. forget to mention this .. my brother's dog is at my house now !! yaya !! so happy .. she is forever so cute and my beloved .. hahax .. i love her so much .. and so cute .. ahahx .. she see me also so happy .. haahx .. she is call teng teng .. lolx .. nice name rightx ?? hahax .. lolx .. my another baobeix .. go sayang her le .. =p ciaox ..

happy =)

2005-03-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

hahax ... i feel so sweet and happy siax .. lolx .. nothing much happen lehx .. hahax .. just went out normally with hubby lohx .. hahax .. but the feeling was simply so happy .. dunno how to describe my feelings siax .. we wanted to meet at my house de lohx .. but .. he at head i at tail .. lolx .. hahax .. too bad .. then we say meet at city hall .. cause we going suntec also mahx .. then when i about to go up the escalator, i was darling .. hahax .. he was searching for me .. lolx .. i guess i too short to be seen .. wanted to wait for darling de .. but nahx .. too many people between us .. so .. i just went up .. then purposely delay and wait until dear come up .. lolx .. then dear blur blur .. he still never see me .. lolx .. then i walk to him and "a hum .." lolx .. then i think he abit shock siax .. lolx ..
then we happily go shopping .. then we suddenly say about his camp polo tee lohx .. then he says i count wrongly .. like abit angry angry de .. then like abit not angry .. lolx .. then i stick a tongue out .. hahax .. then he "kokx" my head .. lolx .. haahx .. so funny lehx .. then he says how .. i says i pay the rest lohx .. then he "kokx" me and then continue to say .. u rich arhx .. give me money lahx .. lolx .. haahx .. then i says ur head .. then he "kokx" me again .. he says u still say .. dun say i not angry .. u say i angry .. lolx .. then i stick my tongue out .. haahx .. then he "kokx" me again .. lolx .. then i says u dare kokx again lahx .. then he so .... he divert my attention .. ask me to turn another direction and without my notice .. kokx me again siax .. lolx .. hahax .. so funny siax .. the actions he do .. and i do .. lolx .. hahax .. funny lohx ..
then we keep playing .. from suntec we walk to funan IT mall .. exercise .. hahax .. cause he wanna buy new com .. his com like wanna die liaox .. lolx .. then he "pai" wo go take the brochures .. lolx .. so i went to the shop to take .. then ask about the computers lahx .. then off i go and give dear .. then the person who entertain me came out and i smile at him .. lolx .. then we just walk .. then suddenly someone shout "jian rong" .. lolx .. we both turn back .. i saw the guy .. lolx .. i think he called allon or what .. lolx .. forget le .. hahax .. then darling ask him .. u hui san class de right .. cause he forget about him le mahx .. lolx .. then when i hear hui san this name .. my eye ball look at him and i smile .. lolx .. "ren" hahax .. then after that, he keep saying hui san .. lolx .. hahax .. i keep answering him back .. "ren" .. then he smile secretly .. purposely de .. lolx .. then i says "ren" .. then i look away .. then he face his face towards me and smile .. lolx .. i still says "ren" .. then i says if cannot ren, he will know .. hahax .. so i purposely, kokx him .. hahahax .. then he kokx me back .. =( then he says u die or i die . lolx .. i says u die .. then he tickle me .. lolx .. theni says i die .. hahax .. so funny ..
then we walk to liang court there .. on the way, we saw the bungee .. i tell dearx, we sit one day .. then he says u sit yourself .. then u on the ground, the rope fly up without u .. lolx .. he arhx .. hahax .. then we went to buy drink at 7-11 lohx .. and then take bus to his house le .. lolx .. then he hug me and i sleep on his muscular shoulder .. so sweet .. hahax .. then he sees me sleep and gave me a peck on my head .. lolx .. hahax .. so sweet .. then my face went red .. lolx .. wahx .. so fast 5.30pm liaox .. we shop so fast siax .. lolx ..
then we went to his house .. i oink oink .. hahax .. then baobaox .. muackx muackx .. lolx .. then at around 6pm we go play bb .. lolx .. then i see him play .. hahax .. then i also play later .. cause too bored le .. then i play solo .. saw junyu today .. but he without nicole .. weird though .. hahax .. weird that he will play lohx .. thought he will sleep .. but he play .. weird .. dunno him lahx .. his skills dropped though .. lolx ..
today i had a chat with dearx's mum .. lolx .. chat until quite nice and qi jing .. lolx .. like a friend .. lolx .. then inside the MRT, we play a game in my hp .. see who win .. lolx .. i thought i would win .. hahax .. btu nahx .. in the last few secs, he won .. haiya .. but i also can says i win lahx .. lolx .. then dearx wanna kokx me again .. hahax .. i says u dare .. then he guaix guaix like not going to kokx .. then after that, he kokx me .. diaox .. hahax .. then i says wahx .. dearx u win le .. then i use my head kokx his shoulder .. then i lie on his shoulder .. then he use his head kokx my head .. lolx .. so fun and sweet .. ahhax .. i so qi dai for next week to come .. lolx .. i suddenly miss him so much .. hahax .. my mum says i siaox siaox .. cause while i type this blog, i smile towards my com .. loxl .. hahax .. just too happy siax .. anyway, gtg .. watch tv .. and miss dearx dearx .. lolx .. nitex nitex .. love my hubby so much .. muackx .. i guess i have alrdyx make a decision .. no matter what be with you .. lolx ..
*ai si ni le* *muackx muackx*

hellox ..

2005-03-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

oh wellx .. going to be 2am liaox .. hahax. . i have just finish changing my blogskins .. hope it is nice le bahx .. lolx .. hmm .. nth special .. 2 weekx from today (sat) is my 19th birthday .. haahx .. wonder who will remember my birthday and give me present .. oppx .. those who saw this blog know what to do le arhx .. =p hahax .. i want mp3 player, digital cam, new phone .. lolx .. in case u wonder what to give me .. whaha .. so i help u think .. lolx ..
met dearx today .. hmm .. ok bahx .. we quite good bahx .. treat dearx like maid .. lolx .. cause normally i wun ask him to pour water for me .. but today .. i told him .. help me pour water .. then he so guaix .. really help me pour siax .. ahahx .. then today so many ppl sms me siax .. kinda kind of busy .. lolx .. at first dearx did not care .. after that every sms i receive dearx wanna see .. lolx .. then got one .. poh seng jio for patch .. he saw he ask me who .. i says my ex lohx .. hahax .. he arhx .. dunno whether is jealous or what .. then i told him got a frenx ask me to add him in msn .. then he so gan chiong .. he says who .. cannot add .. lolx .. then he take my phone spot check .. hahax .. like this is bad news or good news ??
good news is .. at least he still bother and care and jealous .. bad news is maybe he dun trust me .. lolx .. i dunno lahx .. dun care lahx .. dearx arhx .. then today i and dearx bai wu long .. diaox .. he call me and ask me to go MRT le .. cause he reaching .. but i pooing .. so delay abit .. but who knows .. reach there dear alrdyx over my house stop .. diaox .. then he tot i board the train le .. diaox .. then after that he call me ask me where am i .. i says i not in train .. -_-""" so in the end we meet at the '51' interchange there ... lolx .. after that ok bahx .. once see dearx got nth to talk .. but the feeling when i saw him was so sweet .. though we did nth .. i dunno why .. lolx ..
ok .. enuff about dearx .. i shall say something abt my work .. hmm .. from next week onwards .. i will be working from 9.30am to 5pm .. which means .. have to wake up early le .. and which also means i have to sleep early le .. which also means cannot play com until late late le .. which also means .. i can earn more money le !! yaya !! so happy .. so delighted .. calculated liaox .. will earn ard 700+ bahx .. hahax .. better than nth lohx ..
oh ya .. saw a 512 mb mp3 player .. Enzer brand de .. ard 188 lohx .. dunno should buy anotx lehx .. haix .. headache siax .. i want to buy the nokia 6230 if i really able to earn so much lohx .. lolx .. but ex lehx .. have to spend ard 500 .. still got include the accersories lehx .. haix .. dunno lahx .. see first bahx .. or maybe i buy the mp3 player first bahx ... at least i can hear music when i go out .. rightx ??
say until music .. i cannot download music from boxup le .. cause my sis in law the acc up liaox .. haix ... so sad .. which means no more music update le .. lolx .. sick of my songs liaox .. haahx .. how ?? dun tell me i go register myself arhx .. siaox .. then have to pay myself le lohx .. wahx .. alot lehx .. $140 for 2 yrs lehx .. wahx .. i dunno lehx .. i ask my sis in law first bahx ..
tml no plans lehx .. dearx not really say whether got meet anotx lehx .. but horx .. he says most probably not meeting .. nevermindx .. then i can go popular to buy my stationeries for my studies at july .. hahax .. please dun ask where i am studying .. how's my result .. i can only says .. lousy enuff that even the lousiest course (nursing) also cannot apply .. understand ?? lolx .. haix .. sad .. dunno lahx .. my future like got and like dun have .. i need someone to praise me and not critise me .. haix ..
back to dearx again .. last week siax .. no good for us .. haix .. dun mention the bad days .. lolx .. now we good good .. so enjoy it .. lolx .. i go oink oink le .. adios .. cya .. nitex ..
lurve dearx alwayx ..

i missing u now ..

2005-02-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

haix .. got my results .. haix .. all the grades are the same .. except for 1 .. english .. improved by one .. but .. so ... i still cannot go to poly .. haix .. dunno lahx .. i also need you the most by my side now .. but again .. u are not here .. but nevermindx .. u in army mahx .. haix .. oh wellx .. dunno how to face u le .. what can i say .. haix ... guess u will be very disappointing in me bahx .. haix .. and wellx .. i dunno what's my aim now .. i feel to retake again .. but this time wun retake my eng and maths le ... and again .. 2 subjects .. haix .. how .. i dunno .. go ITE mehx ?? haix .. i dun wan also lehx .. haix .. how .. feel to die and end my life .. haix .. dunno lahx .. i am so useless .. haix .. bye bye ..

i missing u now ..

2005-02-28T14:20:00.001+08:00

i hate u !!

2005-02-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

i want to shout out that i hate u now !!! as a bf shouldn't send the gf when she is sick ?!!! esp when she falls ill at his house !! and i had asthma at his house juz now !! he knew it .. yet .. he never send me down .. haix .. what a bf are !!!! u total failed as a bf what should do !!! i hate u !!! argg .. not even a sms got from u .. haix .. i even lied to my parents that u don't know that i am sick and i going home .. thats why u never send me home .. haix .. why again and again u make my family disappoint in you .. they even says dun go your house every weekend .. he want, he come my house .. if not, forget it .. see .. i can feel that my parents dun like u now .. haix .. u are trying to improve their views about u, yet u trying to destroy their likeness about u !! haix .. i really can't help u .. i can't alwayx help u .. there is a limit .. haix .. why are u treating me like that .. i really dunno .. haix .. thought u would come my house to accompany me .. but no !! not even a single sms or soul to be seen !!! should i continue with u anotx ? i really dunno .. u utterly disappoint me !!! haix .. when i need you the most, you are not there .. haix .. why .. i don't know .. haix ..

last day of new year .. chinese valentine day ..

2005-02-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

ehh .. firstly .. happpy valentine day .. hehex .. today is chinese valentine day .. lolx .. so receive any present from ur beloved ones ?? hehex .. as for me .. nahx .. he dun even noe .. lolx .. nvm .. okok ..
hello .. long time nv appear at my blog liaox .. cause nobody like reading it .. nobody wishes me anything .. sobx .. oh wellx .. today is the last day of chinese new year !! omg !! thats very fast .. i was like juz so excited about new year .. omg !! time flies so fast manx .. haix .. and will be getting my results this friday .. omg !!!!!! so scared .. pa pa .. haix .. hope can go poly bahx .. if cannot, then go ITE lohx .. no other choice le .. haix .. i should have gone to ITE last yr !!! stupid and idiot me !!! argg !!! nvmx ... dunno lehx .. haix ..
wahx .. continuous 3 days have been doing OT manx .. so shacked !!! ~!@#$%^$#@ .. so tired .. yesterday was the worst !! i almost cry manx !! i alone have to take care of ard 10 students .. and is those pri sch de !!! not pre-pri schoolers lohx !!! argg ..wanted to kill them yesterday .. omg .. then my mama still says me .. that i cannot do this lahx canot do that lahx !! omg !!! i got so pissed off, did not bother her .. walk away .. omg .. dun want to shout at her !!! arg !! then tell hubby that having a bad mood .. wah liew .. haix ..
my hp is spoiled !! omg !!! i wil be using my mum's hp for only today ... then tml my bro will be giving me his extra hp to use .. hehex .. yaya .. lao er wan shui !!! ahahax .. muackx .. have to save money to buy hp le .. haix .. no use service my hp le .. cause i also intend to change a new one le lohx .. hheex .. poor gurl change hp .. will change to NOKIA 6230 bahx .. good phone .. lolx ..
ehh .. go back room blow air-con le .. hehex .. hot hot . weather so hot lohx !!! argg .. when will this kind of weather go away .. and horx .. i having cough .. but like asthma .. omg !! did not dare to tell my mama .. later mama angry .. hehex .. she wil be seeing doc tml .. accompanying her .. hehex .. see what doc says ..
i and my mama getting so much better .. hehex .. not like last time .. lolx .. hehex .. i love my mama .. mama is the best .. so is my papa ... hehex .. daddy .. mummy ... hehex ... i still like a small little kid .. hehex ..
ciaox .. good night ..

first .. happy new year .. second happy valentine day .. third .. happy anniversary darling ..

2005-02-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

firstly .. i want to wish everyone .. a HAPPY NEW YEAR .. second HAPPY VALENTINE DAY .. third .. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING .. all this starts last week .. except for valentine day ..
hmm .. a year has gone ... poof .. and around the corner new year is going to end liaox .. wow .. thats real fast .. well .. got quite alot of angbao this year .. biggest is my second bro .. 68 .. whaha .. second is my aunty .. 58 .. wowx .. third .. forget .. hahax . total of 210 .. but return my mama 80 .. left 100+ only .. sianx .. but nvm lahx .. then used the money to buy wallet for darling .. watch "i do i do" on chu yi .. hahax .. so funny sia ... was laughing all the way .. hahax .. hmm .. initially wanted to watch at bugis .. but fully booked .. oh wellx .. so we went to prince and watch .. near near .. hahax .. then still got what ..
oh ya .. i tell u all a funny joke .. imagine it .. hahax .. my mama, my dad, my aunt and i was walking ard her hse .. a 4 storey high bungalow .. oh wellx .. there's a toilet .. cool .. got massage tank .. wowx .. then .. my mama walk thru the left side .. i was at the right side behind her .. so i wanted to take a closer look .. so i walk .. and "kong yao" .. i knock on the glass .. omg !!! so pain lohx .. got a bum on my hand .. and it occurs on chu er which is i and dalring anniversary .. hahax .. suay .. then the whole piece of glass which clean de .. but after i knock, got my face oil there .. hahax .. evidence .. diaox .. told my bro .. my bro laugh .. told my darling .. he laugh and scold me stupid .. haix .. worst .. haix .. then everyone laugh .. argg .. no face .. haix .. but really pain lohx ..
hmm .. dear came my hse bai nian ytd .. on sun .. then ate at my mama hse .. hahax .. hmm .. my mama gvae him 20 buck .. his mum gaev me 12 buck . but mroe than his mum gave him .. but my mum gave me the same amt she gave him .. hahax .. confused ?? nahx ... =p
ehh .. main topic .. valentine day .. oh wellx .. i got shocked when i rch home from work today !! a bouquet of 6 red roses was on my table .. the scenrio was like this .. on my way home, i told my mum that my dad like definitely buy flowers for her .. then reach hm, saw the flowers on the coffee table .. i told my mum .. see .. hahax . then my dad says not urs .. is our daughter de .. i was like .. huh .. my dad kidding right .. then i look .. omg .. really is mine .. but it says "from: a guy who u think will never send u flowers" .. omg .. i cried .. i first person i think is hubby .. omg .. so sweet .. i cried ok .. first time receiving delivered flowers and especially on valentine day .. omg .. he must have spend quite alot .. haix .. darling .. thnkx for everything .. i got really surprise ..
then after his shock .. i got shocked again .. my school dnt teacher passed away .. omg .. haix .. i felt sad .. life is so fragile .. haix .. he was jumping ard when we haven grad .. but who knows he got terminal cancer and died .. haix .. Mr Ng take care when u are in the other world .. we will pray for u .. and remember u in our heart alwayx ..
then after that , got another shock .. dear booking out liaox .. hahax .. cause he says most probably cannot book out mahx .. and who knows .. he call me .. says wanna meet .. i booking out now .. omg . i got another shock .. hahax .. 3 shock .. 2 good and 1 bad .. haix .. dear arhx .. u really make me love u more lehx .. hhax .. but why u gif me 6 roses ?? what is stands for ?? i dunno .. last yr also 6 .. but its on my b'day .. i check the webby .. it says "its for you my fren" .. oh wellx .. and another one is "i miss you" ... oh wellx .. dunno lahx .. so eager to know sia .. hahax .. but red roses stands for true love le .. hahax .. so wellx .. dear no matter what it means, it come out from our heart .. and i know u love me alot .. hahax .. i treasure us alot .. dear .. thankx for tonight .. u touched deep in my heart .. i love u ..
oh wellx .. nth le .. tml is ren ri .. going to suntec to eat with my relative .. dunno why .. got free meal just eat lohx .. whaha .. tml darling also going chervons with his air force ppl and sirs to celebrate new year .. ermmx ..
good nitex .. ahahx .. =p

SCARED

2005-02-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

what are my feelings when i type this entry ??? SCARED .. real scared . because of what ?? our r/s bahx .. haix .. dunno lehx .. i am afraid that his parents are unhappy about me .. because tt time when they fight i did not stop them .. but the fact i did lohx .. haix .. really very scared lohx .. they like giving me see a black face lohx .. haix .. what can i do .. haix .. i dunno lohx .. i really love him more and more each day .. i dun wish us to end up just because of tt .. really .. haix ..
i looked sad just now .. dearx dunno .. i did not tell him lohx .. i dun wan him to worry .. haix .. i thought what happen to me .. but i unhappy is not because of him ..
today was at his hse .. hmm .. helping him to reformat his com .. everything went smoothly .. but horx .. dunno why once dwl the antivirus program .. got virus liaox .. diaox .. dunno how to help him liaox .. i wanted to pass him the letter i wrote ytd .. hahax .. but in the end .. i decide to give him on valentine day bahx .. if we got meet lohx .. dunno lahx .. talking about valentine day .. make me even sadder .. haix .. how i wish he never says that .. at least i wun be sad now .. haix .. how much i hope that he will give me flowers on valentine day .. but he told me no flowers .. haix .. i really very very sad lohx .. haix .. tian arhx .. please help me to change his mind .. haix ... i dunno whether he and his bro ok or not liaox mahx .. also worried .. haix ..
i dunno whether will he come my hse bai nian anotx .. but my mum was hoping that he will come bahx .. cause tt day she ask me that when he coming my hse to bai nian .. chu yi or chu er .. haix .. but i dunno .. haix .. what is his plans .. i also dunno .. everything also dunno .. USELESS GF .. what a GF am i ?!!! my friend says that i dun bother .. but not that i dun bother .. but i dun wan him to feel that i am a nuisance .. haix .. dunno what to do .. dunno again .. haix ..
he is now behind me studying for his test next week .. hope he really got study bahx .. haix .. dunno lahx .. today at his hse so happy .. we play and play .. i hope he is as happy as i am .. hahax .. hmm .. next week he tuesday can book out liaox .. but i doubt able to meet him lohx .. cause his dad says dun go out next tuesday .. need to eat reunion dinner .. haix .. i wonder when we will be able to meet up .. haix .. i dunno .. in a confused mind .. haix ..

hello

2005-02-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

its not been a long time ever since i blogged .. yeah ? hahax .. here i am blogging again .. oh wellx .. i supposed to be bed resting .. yet here i am .. hmm .. my gums feel better .. went to the dentist today .. the dentist says most probably is the wisdom tooth unable to come out .. cause it is crooked .. which hence cayse my gum to swelled .. haix .. poor me .. and recently my breathing funny lohx .. then i think i going to have a sore throat real soon .. my throat is abit pain now .. oh wellx .. god bless .. hmm .. i miss my hubby sooooooooooo much .. and hubby also miss me .. hahax .. so happy to hear tt .. hubby .. i just want to tell u .. u make me love u each day even the day u make my angry .. weird arhx .. new year and valentine day is coming .. great !! so excited .. anyway .. just eaten a packet of maggie mee .. gg to grow fat liaox .. haix .. mouth itchy mahx .. hahax .. i have alrdy decided what to buy for my dear dear hubby liaox .. hahax .. haix .. hubby told me he not free on valentine day lehx .. dunno is real or not .. if real, then sad lohx .. haix .. i want to be with hubby !! hubby !! hope u and i xing li xiang tong .. hahax .. knows waht i want .. and i noe u noe .. hahax .. hmm .. really hope can spend with hubby .. seeing so much problem of some of my fren's rs, i feel to help them .. but wu neng wei li .. haix .. so sad ..
maple !! i want to play maple !! idiot .. cannot play !! after downloading the new patch i cannot play .. stupid patch .. go watch tv liaox .. say until maple no mood to blog anymore ..

hello

2005-02-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

my blogskin is alright ..

2005-01-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

hahax .. i managed to construct my blogskin nice and good .. guess it will be very perfect now ? hahax .. hope i had not miss out any important things lolx ...n its 12.30pm .. what am i doing here ? suppose i going to meet my dear dear hubby ?? yea .. later .. whaha .. going to shop with him at jurong point later ..
went to orchard with hubby yesterday .. to let him see the shoe i and Serene saw tt day .. but .. haix .. he says not nice .. cause it is pointed .. he scared i use my shoe and kick him .. lolx .. dear so funny .. somemore he mention a very impt factor .. my result is coming .. and i may go to poly .. so i wun be able to wear it very often lohx .. hahax .. i guess dearx wanna me go poly .. so scared will disappoint him .. hahax .. dunno ask him is a good thing or bad thing lohx .. haix .. in the end never buy .. sianx ..
then told dear tt i will buy something from The Wallet Shop .. hahax .. thn dear so funny ... he hug me and says "thanks .. i love u.." hahax .. lolx .. i nv say i wanna buy for him lohx .. hahax .. but true lahx .. i wanna buy for hima wallet he likes for valentine present .. dear .. can u be stupid abit .. ahhax .. wanted to ask him guess .. but nahx .. in the end nv ask him guess .. cause later he correct not surprise liaox .. hahax .. then we went to HMV .. dear was listening to david tao's new CD .. then there is a song call "jiu shi ai ni" .. he pointed the title to me .. and look at me .. hahax .. dear horx .. i rather u tell me personally .. more romantic ..
saw joyce ytd worx .. meix .. hahax .. she so chio manx .. omg .. i am shorter than her now .. forget it .. haix .. she says i shorter liaox .. meix u break jiex heart .. sobx .. my heart is shattered .. then yts saw shu fen .. but she did not see me .. hahax .. then saw kian hao (dear fren) and his gf .. hahax. . saw so many ppl we know .. and dear hor .. make me angry ytd .. dun friend him liaox .. hahax .. he wanted to sleep on the bus .. but the first 2 '143' was single deck and no seat .. so we sit and wait for the third bus .. haix .. dear horx .. smack him .. dun friend u liaox .. then i and dear dear sleep on the bus in the end lohx .. tired .. at the end of the day .. we bought nth .. empty handed .. but ytd the day was great lahx ..
hope later i will see a pair of shoe i like and dear like .. ahahx .. hope he dun be late .. i noe he wun .. dear i wanna tell u .. u let me understand and noe what is love .. and it is a blessing that we are together .. 1yr + .. dear i will treasure us .. and i noe u will .. juz sometimes .. u siao siao .. ahahx .. like me .. sorry for all my mistakes .. dear i feel so happy with u .. i love u .. muackx ..

ehh ..

2005-01-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

sry peeps ... my blog is still under construction .. haha .. my internet explorer siao siao .. dunno wht happen .. will try to improve .. keke ..
missing my dearx ..

hmm .. i am back from missing ..

2005-01-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

basically .. i am not missing .. hahahaha .. i just lazy to blog .. haha .. but now hmm .. wanna blog to update my recent happenings .. hahah .. its a beginning yr .. and Chinese New Year is coming .. yuppy !!! ahah .. well .. on the firt day of CNY i will be going back to IPOH wif my bro and mom .. he will be driving dere .. hahaha .. i will be going until sunday loh .. haha .. and the next day is Valentine Day .. OMG !! i where got time buy present for dear dear .. die lahz .. hahaha .. told dear loh .. tt i will be gg to m'sia .. he says ok lah .. i go and see my grandma .. haha .. later will regret loh .. haha .. hmm .. saying abt i and dear dear ..
things is getting quite fine wif us .. i supposely ?? hahaha .. but about 1 mth ago wasn't good at all .. we quarrelled for 3 consecutive sunday .. haha .. tts bad right .. haiz .... dun say liao .. but after tt .. we are quite fine bazh .. but dear dear .. makes me angry ... arggg .. he hor ... always says 12pm go his hse on sun .. but then sms me at 11.45 and says go his hse at 1pm .. zzz ... then at 1.45 he sms me and says 2pm .. argg !!! but i went off liao leh .. u say leh .. last week worst .. i wait for him until 2.45pm !!! arggg !!! so angry !!! then he bought "The Shutter" VCD for me .. whahaha .. watch last week liao .. not scary at all de .. cheyz .. hahaha ... we watched together lah ... then dear dear so funny .. the show haven start alrdy use blanket to cover his eyes .. ahhah .. he hor .. wanna make me laugh ... haaha .. arggg ... he tot can shou mai wo .. he tot i wun be angry .. haha .. no loh .. oh ya .. dear dear change fone model liao .. to SONY ERICSSON T630 .. he so rich .. he says he use for awhile only .. 3mths ltr will change to another fone liao .. wah .. rich guy .. haha .. the feature is not bad .. haha .. may buy lah .. but i think i most probably i buy SONY ERICSSON 700 loh .. more functions .. haha .. but ex lah .. $600+ leh .. crazy .. i wonder when i can buy .. haha .. dunno lah .. see first .. hmm .. this week dear dear can book out tml liao !! yuppy ... most probably is afternoon loh .. haha .. so happy .. cause friday holiday ma .. yea .. can see dear liao ..
anyway i am working at my mom's childcare centre as a teacher .. haah .. see the children so cute and chubby .. ahha .. so fun lah .. haha .. not bad though .. ahaha ...

happy new year and it is 2005 ..

2005-01-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

first day of 2005 leh .. 1st jan loh .. hmmm .. what is my new year resolution ?? hmmm .. hope i and dear dear wil be ok and better and my studies will be good .. yeah .. new year resolution is what i can do not wishes .. tts what one of my fren told me .. haha ..
what did i did ytd night .. in fact i juz got home from my bro's house loh .. haha .. i and dear dear went his house to play mahjong .. overnight mahjong loh .. hmmm .. wif my bro's fren and the fren's gf loh .. haha .. the fren i noe .. he is edward leh .. the "nu jiang jun gu ni" .. haha .. only i and zy and him noe what it means .. haha .. so long never see him le .. haha .. i slept for 4 hours bah .. every 2 hours woke up abit .. then went back to sleep agn .. cause when wake up,eyes very tired. .. haha .. then dear dear total win $43 sia .. he actually lose $60+ de nia .. haha .. last time is with me by his side he keep losing .. then ytd is w/out me is he lose .. haha .. really leh .. when i sleep right, he lose .. then i sit beside him and he won !! haha .. see .. the lucky lady is with me .. haha .. hmm .. played xbox until 3+ then so boring then i go sleep loh .. haha .. wonder i got snore or not .. haha .. at least i slept .. i not very tired now .. haha .. my bro is at my rm sleeping .. haha .. cause my parents drove his car to "dou feng" .. haha .. quite fun though .. haha .. hmm .. wanted to go to the boon lay countdown with darling de .. but my bro jio him play mahjong .. haha .. so nvm loh .. i thought my bro and the edward "chuan tong hao" let darling lose .. haha .. i am crazy .. how would my bro do tt right .. "shen jing bing" .. oh shit .. suddenly rmb tt we froget to take the CDs dear bought ytd at TBP .. it is at my bro's house .. nvm loh .. will be meeting dear tml and mon .. haha .. no worry ..
mon actually got work de. . but i and dear "dou zhan tong" take MC .. cause ever since they knoe i "resign" (actually i got terminated), they bullied me .. haiz .. i and my partner same position .. but my work more than her .. why ?!!! even if i am so hardworking,what is the use .. i wun get promoted or what .. haiz .. will still leave on tues .. haiz .. it will be still my last day .. i wun care .. juz let the company go in trouble .. haha .. wun care so much ..
i sort of found a job liao .. juz go for the interview can le .. haha .. 90% can get the job .. haha .. it is selling 4D those things .. juz downstair only leh .. haha .. can save food and transport money .. so good .. then the working hour very good also .. haha .. 4 - 6 hours loh .. good right .. hope can get the job .. then dear dear says good .. then can buy for him soccer .. -_-""
actually nth to blog lah .. i and dear getting on quite good .. haha .. he told me everything .. i told him everythin .. including i got terminated .. haha .. actually dun wan to tell him de .. but he is my bf .. i cannot hide frm him .. so i juz told him .. haha ..
tts all go and play my ms liao .. cya ... gg dear's house later. . yaya .. haha .. can see him agn .. haah .. good right ? fortunate right ? dun envy .. haaha ..

merry x'mas !!

2004-12-25T09:40:00.000+08:00

i am here so early blogging .. haha .. yeah .. juz could not slp loh .. hmm .. merry x'mas though .. haha .. oh wellx .. i had a countdown wif dar .. but only really countdown .. we juz spend the time from b4 12 to after 12 .. lolx .. then at 12 .. we kiss kiss at the place then say merry x'mas .. whaha .. we at his hse reservior countdown la .. haha .. sweet right ?? wanted to ton at his hse .. he nan de agree leh .. but then nv .. cause when i call home, my mom was sort of unhappy then timing no good .. then forget it loh .. dear gave me money to took a cab home .. on the way was chatting wif the cabbie .. haha .. he told me what happen to the cabbie always .. haha .. quite interesting sia .. haha .. guess what .. dear got gif me x'mas present !! haha .. same like last yr .. bear bear .. haha .. :( but is diff bear ... is 2 snowman .. suppose to be a couple .. haha .. ask dear to take one then i take one .. he says they are suppose to be a couple cannot separate them .. somemore it is for gals .. not boi boi .. lolx .. haha .. so put at the corner of my bed .. wif the mashi maro .. you bian le !! haha ..
afternoon dear came my hse to .... SLEEP of cause !! he is a PIG !! haha .. we sleep together lah .. when we woke up was so blur blur gong gong .. haha .. i think i too tired le bah .. haha .. dear snore man .. haha .. quite loud .. lolx .. but nvm .. if i am gg to marry him, thats what i will get .. his snore .. whaha .. bu xi guan ya dei xi guan .. haha .. hmm .. ate pizza hut ytd .. haha .. nice wor. . very ex leh .. $52 for the meal !! omg !! but quite nice .. we eat until very full loh .. haha .. then cannot eat finish .. so we have takeaway those we cannot eat finish .. haha .. hmm .. feel so xin fu ytd .. i really open my heart and chat wif dear .. told him everything what happpen last week .. talk to serene lah .. blah blah .. haha .. i did not lie anything .. and it is great .. then dear dear also listen until very serious .. lolx .. then we chat chat .. a good day and good ending though .. haha .. nvm ... got alot of countdown i can do wif dear !! haha .. hmm ... what else happen ytd .. oh ya .. we went to wath kung fu .. nice man .. so funny .. but dear says he only gif 6/10 loh .. cause those joke he saw b4 le .. haha .. so not very funny to him .. oh wellx .. but not bad lah .. worth to watch loh .. haha .. oh ya .. actually we wanted to go to suntec loh .. but dear says alot of ppl should be overthere .. then the cinema will be full by the time we go and buy the tickets .. then JE there wulu wulu de .. should not be a problem buying tickets .. hmm .. i will be grabbing dear to esplanade to countdown to 2005 !! yes !! haha .. actually dear is really be very good to me loh .. thats why i say very xin fu .. haha .. oh ya .. wore all black, then ta ban nice nice .. dear says wah .. so pretty leh .. cause i tie my hair half .. then he says .. u wear so formal i how .. hhaa .. he so shuai le .. no nd wear formal la .. haha ..
love dear dear sooo much .. later gg his hse loh and du guo our x'mas .. haha .. cya peeps ..

x'mas is coming ..

2004-12-22T13:40:00.000+08:00

hoho ..
merry christmas ..
here is santa claus ..
whaha .. santa claus is blogging today !! lolx ... how good if i am a santa claus .. can gif the poor kids present and get myself present that i like .. haha ..
last week saw dear the everyday loh .. haha .. so happy sia .. everyday go his hse .. *jump jumP* haha .. we hug hug everyday .. good good .. but last week also not good lah .. quarrel serious serious .. then sad sad ... nono ..
this week better !! i meet last sat and sun and ytd .. why better ?? cause also meet dear dear .. but both of us is happy and xin fu .. haha .. good good right ?? wonder why i can meet him ytd .. cause his sir allow them to book out to take their home clothes .. he need it on thurs .. cause go to "garden hotel" dunno do what shit .. haha .. then dear dear says he dun wanna go home .. then ask me go his house help him pack loh .. haha .. he hor .. nvm lah .. actually plan to go to JP straight after work then go home eat dinner with my family .. but who knows .. he idiot .. call me then tell me to go his house help him pack clothes .. haiz .. in the end .. met him at bugis .. then he change to home clothes then we go walk walk .. good good right .. haha ..then dear dear hug my waist leh .. haha .. lolx .. no big deal to everyone .. but normally dar dun do that .. haha .. ytd though meet him 3 hours only but feel veyr xin fu and happy .. then we walk walk loh .. saw so many things i like .. dear says wanna buy watch for me and a bear bear .. but nah .. dun want to waste his money lah .. not like i got no watch to wear and no bear to huggie .. haha .. so in the end never buy anything lah .. haha .. dear so xing ku le .. dun want to spend his xue han qian loh .. haha .. then went to play arcade .. though is see him play, but also feel very xin fu leh .. then he play the bb .. so funny and the tennis .. also so funny .. haha .. when he win, gave him kiss to reward him .. lolx ..
oh ya .. ate pastamania ytd ... hmm .. total of $20+ loh .. but include a plate of clam spagette,7 inch pizza,1drink,1 plate of garlic bread and 1 bowl of potato salad loh .. not bad leh .. next time go there eat the clayfish spagette .. seems delicious ... but ex leh .. haha .. saw a levis jeans loh .. $160 .. thats my target for 2mths .. haha .. then dear dear says dun waste money on the jeans lah .. save money and ur insurance no nd to pay meh .. haha .. dear so understanding .. goodie hubby .. haha .. so alot of clothes i like lah .. but i act dun like .. haha .. say a hurtle neck wan .. got white with baby pink and black with bright pink .. i want to buy the white one .. but dear dear says i can only wear dark colour .. no white .. sobx .. then saw a zip shirt .. dear dear says nice but my that one too big then will make it very obvious .. haha .. dear so good .. in the end we shop until 10pm .. then i never go back eat dinner with my whole family .. haiz .. feel so guilty .. haiz .. but ask my dad to keep for me le .. whaha .. so nice .. in the end reach home at 10+ .. so tired .. leg so achin ..
talk to serene ytd night on msn .. haha .. we so funny .. say the sir torture our dear dear .. then wanna bish the sir .. then we say how should we do it .. blah blah .. haha .. then we says hao le .. next week go shopping together .. cause dear wanna jio adrian to queensway to buy clothes .. then the two big "a" go buy and shop boy boy thing .. then we two "s" go shop girl girl thing .. haha .. good idea .. she agree .. sms dear about it .. wonder will he approve ?? dunno leh .. hope bahz .. haha ..
today he having his ippt .. wonder how he fare .. hmm .. dunno leh .. wish him all the best .. as i type this blog, my heart is so sweet and xinfu .. though there are so much unhappiness last week, but we this week so xinfu .. haha ..
wonder will he really gif me present or not .. and what his plans for christmas .. dunno leh .. haha .. thats all le .. wanna give my eyes some rest .. bye .. ciaoz .. miss dear dear alreadi .. haiz .. but nvm ... friday is coming and can see him le .. or maybe thurs also ?? haha .. dunno him lah .. i anything de ..

hmm .. end of this week ..

2004-12-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

finally my monitor is back .. yuppy !! and i can use com already !! so happy .. actually it came 3days ago le .. but till now then i blogged .. whaha ..did not have the mood to blog la .. during this week, so many unhappy things happened i and hubby .. haiz ..
ok .. first i shall say hubby have been posted to the ADA .. haha .. air force school lohz .. at paya lebar .. also quite far lah .. but nearer than tekong .. haha .. this week is his first week inside .. so his sir allow them to book out everyday .. which means 8 - 5 for this week only .. haha .. i met dear dear every single day leh .. sweet arh .. haha .. everyday go his hse .. haha .. except for monday lah .. say until monday .. so pissed off that he lied .. he actually got book out on monday .. but did not tell me .. he is at his friend's house playing mj .. he says he lie because he not sure whether he can book out the next day (tues) .. so he lied .. and he want to give me a surprise .. thats why he asked me what time i finish my work .. but its too late lah .. so in the end no surprise .. dunno him la .. so angry .. but its over le lah .. at least he told me on tues .. haha ..
we quarrelled continuously 2 days (thurs and fri) .. omg !!!
THURS
i saw adrian tell dear dear "u and her break already or not," then i saw it .. so fed up .. did not bother dear dear .. then he keep asking me what happen .. i did not ans him .. he got fed up .. then ask me to go home .. after awhile later i then tell dear dear "the last sentence of what adrian says." then he says so .. he only joking loh .. but how can he joke about it .. then both of us angry .. then he ask me go home .. i go home loh !! i cried on my way home .. i took a cab home .. no mood taking a bus .. haiz .. but luckily at night we are alright le .. i tot we wun be quarrelling anymore .. but who knows .. the worst thing yet to come ..
FRIDAY
haiz .. dunno where to begin about our quarrel .. haiz .. all start from the message from celestine .. he got very angry .. then we quarrelled loh .. he was very angry with me .. then says alot of things .. i also tell him alot of things .. not convienent to say out here .. plus i dun wish to say .. haha .. i cried from morning to afternoon ... then i even use the scissors to cut my wrist .. i am feeling so down .. haiz .. dear dear did not bother me the whole day .. i told and look in his eyes that i will change .. i definitely will change into a new person after 2 mths .. trust me .. then i tell dear dear dun treat me like that .. i can say for that 2 days, i am feeling VERY low.. haiz .. dunno lah ..
but after the friday, we are fine le .. cause i really want to change .. i have signed up for a saving,insurance plan .. $100.95/mth .. hmm .. after this month will go and open 3 save as u earn acc .. gotta learn to plan my future .. cannot live like that .. no aim .. haha .. gave dear dear $160 .. cause i wanna him to help me take care of the money .. its part of my hp bill .. scared i use finish .. this few days saw so many things i like .. but nah .. can buy but not going to .. save money !!! haha .. lack of money !! ahh !!
SUNDAY
today arh .. nothing special happen lah .. felt tired loh .. but so concidence .. cause yesterday i and dear say le .. come my hse .. then this morning sms him and msn him .. no reply .. waited until 11 still no reply .. so took a cab down to his house .. then i reach his house .. his maid told me that he is bathing .. then after awhile later, dear came out .. he says "wah .. so fast sia .. i am going your house now leh." haha .. luckily never take bus all else bai wu long .. reach his house no ppl reach my hse no ppl .. haha .. in the en stay at his house loh .. he played his games i do and read my things .. haha .. did not really bother him la .. let him play loh .. i guess after the 2 days,we will be better than b4 .. yeah ..
thats all .. going to bath then sleep .. tommorrow gotta wake up early .. WORK !! sux !! ciaoz .. dear dear .. i love ya .. muacks ..

great weekend !!

2004-12-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

whaha .. as usual i am typing my blog during lunch break .. haha .. just eaten prawn noodles .. yummy .. delicious .. actually have no intention of eating .. but .. don't know why i ordered .. mad sia .. hmm .. shall not mention about my working le .. cause as usual lah .. haha .. thought i will be moving behind .. but nah .. still in front .. but i heard that tommorrow then move behind .. haiz .. don't know lah .. move here move there ... SIAO !! haiz ..
had a great time with my dear dear .. whaha .. though he pissed me off on saturday .. but he surprised me with a "forever friend" hp cover .. i was lying on his bed sleeping .. then suddenly i smell chicken .. haha .. so i woke up .. then saw dear dear preparing to eat chicken .. then he fed me .. haha .. sweet right ?? honey .. ahha .. then i saw my hp cover change le .. lolx .. quite surprised that dear still remember .. haha .. i don't know when he change de .. cause so quiet .. haha ... thanks dear .. so cute and nice .. haha .. dear says he 5 have to go le .. cause meet jiehao at jp .. haiz .. in then end ... we 5.40pm then went off .. i went to meet my family ... haha ... i took 143 there .. what the fuck .. damn fucking long loh .. so many people .. and so many cars .. damn ass .. haiz ... as usual i got lost .. haha .. don't know how to go to SCOTTS .. haha .. got lost .. haiz .. then in the end i call for help .. my brother .. whaha .. i bought a low cut sleeveless top .. whaha ... dear wun let me wear .. but who cares ... :P haha .. my sister in law also buy the same pattern as me .. haha ..
yesterday .. was a sunday .. initially i wanted to go to dear's house at ard 10am .. but just as i bath and wear my clothes, dear sms me and tell me to meet him at JE at 12.30 .. oh wellx .. anything lah .. then meet loh .. we went to SUN PLAZA .. dear says want to go to CWP ? but i say no .. cause went there b4 le .. nth to shop de .. BBBBOOOORRRRIIIINNNNNGGGG ... haha .. ate KFC ... darling says so long never eat le .. ok loh .. i think i just ate last week .. haha .. thought can see THE SHUTTER .. but .. stupid dear dear says he have to go back at 4.30 or 5 .. cause he playing bb ... haiz .. then the stupid timing is at 3pm .. dear says timing no good .. then he says buy VCD go back his house watch .. but i predict that we wun buy any .. and i am right !! haha .. so we walk walk loh .. SUN PLAZA also bo liao and small .. at ard 3+ we shop finish le .. saw one spagette strip top very nice .. wanna buy .. but dear says cannot wear .. haiz .. stupid dear ... we went to play arcade ... haha .. so long never play the beat beat game le .. beat until my hand pain .. haha .. then dear show me what he learn of how to counter people .. and i learnt it .. so i played ard with him .. whaha .. i win him leh .. but quite pain lah .. haiz .. stupid dear .. but i also make him until quite pain .. haha ..
i think thats about it .. i gonna go back to work le .. see ya guys .. love dear dear so much ..

i think i going to burst into tears soon ..

2004-12-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

haiz .. i am feeling very very stress today .. haiz .. i dunno lah .. what am i going to type ? it seems i have alot to say .. but i am too cold to type anything out at the moment .. haiz .. i may leave early .. i am too sick .. shivering .. haiz .. and my bf still dun care for me .. see .. i dunno .. i feel to cry le .. or i rather say in fact i cried just now .. haiz .. i dunno lah .. i wun continue .. just let me die hor ?? alex ong jian rong .. i dunno i would say i HATE u or i LOVE u .. haiz .. why in a relationship,there must have both hate and love .. why the person cannot let the partner to love him/her wholeheartedly without letting him/her to hate the person ?! why ?!!!! i dunno .. i know i am going to collapse le ... haiz .. how ? haiz .. luckily my family is still here with me .. haha .. after meeting my bf i going to orchard and meet my family .. thats great .. haha .. but i still not feeling any better .. haiz .. what the fuck .. haiz .. bye .. thats all ...

changed com ..

2004-12-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

i am now using my another collugue com to type this .. cause her com got window messenger .. you see .. so unfair right ?? haiz .. i wanna switch com ... ahh .. kang yi .. ahha .. getting on quite fine with my collugues now leh .. ask me to change a job, i dun feel leh .. haha .. dunno lah .. i see how loh .. yes !! tommorrow can finally see my dear le .. so happy .. wahoo .. haha .. made only an error today leh .. not bad sia .. haha .. quite pleased loh .. :p then today the sunny not fierce leh .. haha .. surprised .. i think i ask alot of questions loh .. haha .. i also feel irritated .. haha .. i woke up late today leh .. having an intention of not going to work .. but nah .. cannot leh .. thats kinda bad right! and yes !! my bro and father brought my monitor for repair le !! yes !! i am damn happy !! and it will be ok in a week time loh .. and i can play my com le !! my maplestory ... yes !! so happy .. missing maplestory now .. haha .. nvm lah .. tommorrow can go dear house play .. i wonder will i sleep or play .. lolx .. cause i will reach his house ard 4pm leh .. so late le .. i wonder will he play bb or not .. ask him tonight .. and yes !! dear is getting better le !! haha .. he complained that he so tired and sian .. cause he no need to do alot of things .. lolx .. dunno leh .. miss dear so much .. haha .. suddenly feel so excited to meet him .. lolx .. i am crazy .. haiz .. lunch time is going to be over soon .. and it is sad .. cause i cannot chat le .. busy time .. haha .. HUNGRY!! how ?! dunno .. cya ...

haha ...

2004-12-03T13:16:00.000+08:00

today is my first time doing the counter job ALONE .. hahaha .. the person who is my shi fu is on leave .. lolx .. haha .. but i still got guide lah .. call jamie .. hmmm .. she quite slim and pretty leh .. *winks* haha .. time flies so fast .. it is already 1.20 le .. haha .. today is not as busy as yesterday lah .. but i heard from kristen that saturday will be busy loh .. haha .. hope not lah .. or else i scared i cannot cope lah .. haha .. dunno leh .. see tommorrow how loh .. god bless me .. i did not eat lunch today .. haha .. DIET lah .. no money also .. lolx .. cause yesterday i bought sushi back to eat .. haha .. must dote myself after a day of tiring job .. haha .. nice leh .. feeling hungry now .. but nvm .. i ren .. haha .. i think i will buy bread and bring to my company to eat .. lolx .. and it will be my lunch le .. haha .. i dunno leh .. yesterday told dear that i am so stressed in my work .. then he comforted me by saying working is like that de lah .. what i expect .. then he ask me to find a FACTORY job loh .. high salary .. lolx .. he dumb dumb lah .. ask me to work in factory .. brb change com .. haha..

change position ..

2004-12-02T13:20:00.001+08:00

oh wellx .. i just talked finish with my lady boss .. she says that i will be doing more paper work le .. and not at the counter le .. haiz .. she says i more suitable for paper work loh .. haiz .. nvm lah .. i also feel the counter job quite stressed lah .. haha .. or maybe i will go and find another job loh .. haha .. but my salary still the same loh .. haha .. maybe it will be better like that ?? who knows .. dear also ask me to find a new job after 2 months later loh .. hourly rate de lah .. better right ?? haha .. no CPF, more salary .. at least if i work OT, got money loh .. not like here .. shitty .. haha .. dunno if anyone will see what i write now .. =p .. just need to vent out .. or else i will vent on dear .. hahahaha .. hmm .. dear called me yesterday leh .. ahha .. missed him so much .. asked him whether he got missed me during his field camp .. he says yes .. whaha .. i knew he got .. a feeling lah .. haha .. i heard jay zhou JIE KOU when i am talking to dear .. i duno why recently i will hear alot of OUR songs on 933 leh .. haha .. hmm .. dear will book out at 11am on sat leh .. i will only finish work at 3pm+ .. haiz .. nvm lah .. give darling rest first .. later say i torture him never give him rest .. lolx .. stupid dumb lah him .. haha ..then i tell dear that i go straight to his house after my work loh .. he says ok .. then i says i dun want to from here go back home, then go back there again .. WU LIAO .. somemore i miss dear so much ..haha .. haha .. he is sick again .. haiz .. he report sick today .. dear ah dear. . go back to work le .. lunch time over .. i need to shit first ..

from relax to stress ..

2004-12-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

hmm .. i blogged this during my lunch time .. whaha .. heck care .. i just wanna blog .. so long never blog le due to my faulty monitor .. oh wellx .. hmm .. i started work yesterday .. was so damn good .. and relax .. everything is so simple loh .. but who knows .. today which is only my 2nd day, omg !!!! simply so much work loh !! there are so many containers which are ready to go out .. haiz .. just for your info .. i am working at a container co lah .. working as a inventory clerk loh .. keke .. salary less less .. haha .. hmm .. today felt so stressed .. i did some mistakes loh .. which makes anna my collugue who is the one who is teaching me to get scolded .. haiz .. felt so guilty .. haiz .. i am so dumb lah .. no wonder dear says i dumb dumb .. yeah loh .. indeed dumb dumb .. haiz .. u stressed until wanna cry le .. yesterday had packet of cha chai fan for my lunch .. inside got fish, veg loh .. cheap cheap .. only $2.50 .. lolx .. today ate laksa .. nice nice .. so long never eat laksa le .. whaha ..
-THE END-

clothes !!

2004-11-30T02:00:00.000+08:00

i missing dear dear le .. haiz .. since last night .. dreamt of him again .. haiz .. dunno why recently always dream of him .. i guess i miss him until i dream of him le .. what did i do today ?
i bought many clothes le !! yes !! haha .. so 3 sets loh .. spend a total of $130+ .. bought at PEPPER PLUS .. i htink i saw ellie again .. she work there ma .. haha .. the clothes quite nice lah .. ahah .. bought mostly long skirts la .. haha .. guess when dear see me wearing those muture clothes will be SURPRISED !! hmm .. quite different from what i normally wear lah .. got one is low cut de .. haha .. dear dun let me wear de .. but i hack care .. still buy .. the person says i look nice when i wear that .. dear will bei wo qi si le .. whaha .. who cares him .. =p haha .. dunno what his comments will be leh .. haha .. *wondering* .. when i work, i gonna buy more nice clothes .. all those i bought is not my perfect pattern loh .. haha .. i prefer another one for $50 de .. but mym mama says too ex le .. haiz .. nvm .. i ren .. when get salary can buy le .. haha .. hmm .. i believe that dear got miss me today .. haha .. there is a feeling that he missed me .. ok i am mad .. hmm .. tested dear's digi cam .. go take take photo .. haha .. kool leh .. maybe will consider buy one when i work and save money le .. whaha .. see how bah .. haiz .. got so many things to settle and buy .. haiz .. money money .. need money !! i will be working on wed le .. haha .. my monitor is spoilt .. haiz .. once i reach my house tml, the first thing i will do is to bring my monitor down to repair .. haiz .. i need to play my maplestory le .. haiz .. com com com .. i wonder will i work overnight everyday ?? scary leh .. haiz .. dunno lah .. thinking of my company road .. so QUIET .. ahhh .. errie .. cannot think of that .. nono .. i need to work there de leh .. haha ..
2 more days then can tlak to dear .. haha .. i ren again .. hmm .. i wonder will i dream of him again tonight ?? guess i wun sleep so early .. cause just ate a packet of potato chips an hour ago .. haiz .. still full .. maybe sleep around 3 bah .. see how lah .. hmm .. i really miss him alot .. if can, i will put a photo of him on my office table .. lolx .. as if my house .. haha .. excited going to work for the first day .. haha .. nitez peeps ..

i am missing u right now at this point. .

2004-11-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

i am listening to zhou jie lun "jie kou" while typing my blog .. NOT i purposely play de .. listen to 933 de lah .. concidence lah .. oh wellx .. i am missing him right now .. we just parted 5 hrs ago .. and i now missed him .. oh wellx .. i am really insane about him .. haiz .. we have been meeting for the whole day .. form 11.30am to 9pm .. 9hrs+ .. it is long enough right ?! what i expect !! haiz .. today i am totally freaking pissed off by him .. what e .. as usual he played the CM with his bro the whole day and did not accompany me .. haiz .. but luckily a few times he auto accompany me to lie lahz .. he siao siao de leh .. keep asking me to sleep .. crazy .. then he says i got black eye .. haha .. the black eye so long le .. if i sleep for 2 hours and the black eye can vanish, then is miricle le .. haha .. u think shen dan arh .. lolx .. then he says at least lighten it ma .. but how can i sleep when he did not bother me .. right ?! i ask him to get me a drink .. then he says wait .. what e .. so to get his attention, i start to poke and pull his leg hair le .. then he damn fucking idiot loh .. he pushed me loh .. and caused my head to knock onto the floor loh .. very hard leh ..of cause pain loh .. so i never bother him le .. then i cried .. and the worst is .. he did not bother me .. and continue to play the game .. but soon .. he came and lie beside me and ask me and talk to me .. then i cried hard hard worx .. haha .. then after that he continue to play his game .. then he came down and talk to me agn .. but this time he saw me rub my head .. actually i have been rubbing since i knocked my head .. then he help me rub my whole head .. zzz .. only a part of my head is pain ma .. then make my hair so messy .. zzz .. so i ask him what he doing .. then he tickle me trying to make me laugh ..haha .. i did laugh lah .. then my anger end ..
but another matter came .. he said that he wanna go expo to see the IT exhibition .. so i ask him what time going .. he says after i sleep .. but the problem is i dun feel to sleep .. after awhile of torturing him, he says 3.30pm .. ok fine .. then he add one sentence .. provided that time still rain .. wah .. fuck him loh .. then i say no matter rain or not, we are going and it is final .. nvm .. so i wait until 3.30pm .. guess what i got .. he sleeping .. ahhhh .. so fed up with him .. then he says let him sleep for awhile .. i got so pissed off loh .. so at 4.15pm i ask him to ask a message i wrote to him .. saying that he always like that de loh .. that time say wun happen already .. and now .. then he says 4.30 he wake up .. fuck loh !! go there need 1hr, walk need a few hours and then eat leh !! no need time want loh .. so i got so pissed off and i took my bag to his living rm and tell him anything .. up to u .. wah .. so pissed off .. then his mama got cook our dinner lehz .. his mam ask him to eat .. and he replied "someone already rushing me out le .. still eat.." haiz .. i dunno lah .. i think he is angry bahz .. haiz .. then i told him that since his mama has cooked our dinner, so we eat then go loh .. he never reply me .. haiz .. sobx .. nvm .. we did not eat in the end lah .. went down quite ok bah ..
then miss 51 .. ahhh .. then we saw 143 .. run towards the bus loh .. we alreayd reach the bus door le leh .. the driver blind .. drove off .. fuck loh .. we so pissed off .. haiya .. i dunno lah .. dear mind like think something .. but he denied when i ask him .. haiz .. i ask him whether he angry or not, he says no .. angry for what .. haiz .. we took a cab there in the end .. cause late le .. there we go .. quite quiet though .. haha .. but still alright lah .. not like last week lah .. cause occasionally i still got ask him some questions lah .. but i think he tired .. he never ans just shake or nod his head. . zzz ..
finally we reach there le .. so many ppl sia .. crowded loh .. then dear dear hold my hand tight tight .. like i lost like that. . haha .. i also hold his hand tight tight. . haha .. then the day end .. he bought a DIMIGAGE X50 for $699 .. haha .. it is with me now .. i dun give him back .. haha .. then at 8.45pm we gotta part le .. haiz .. dear going to book in le .. i bu she de ma .. then my face suddenly blackie .. haha .. then dear says why ur face black black and i told him loh .. then he says "see .. thats why last week i said we got no future .. u always give a black face when u going back and we part .. which cause me to book in so unhappy .." haiz .. NO FUTURE again .. haiz .. how ? what can i do ? i dunno .. but i guess we are alright supposely ? cause after he says that, i told him that where got .. i also got happy happy go off ma .. then he says veyr very rare loh .. haiz .. then i says "okok .. my fault .. i childish .. sorry .." then i use my hand to poke his cheek softly and tell him to take care at his field camp for the next 3 days .. then he make his cheeks fat .. haha .. so funny .. so i guess the situation aren't that bad ? haha .. dunno lah ..
see .. but overall still ok lah .. he said he will call me tonight .. but so late le .. still got no call from him .. haiz .. nvm lah .. xi guan le loh .. haiz .. dear ah dear .. i really love u alot loh .. well .. i dunno what to mention lah .. i guess want to grab this opportunity to say a GREAT THANKS to u my dear .. THANKS for being there .. THANKS for making me happy .. THANKS for letting me to know some yuan zhe .. THANKS for every joy u brought to me .. no matter what happens in the future when i think back, i wun ever regret .. it will still be my best memory .. u will always be the guy that i love the most .. and i have hurt the most .. and the guy who have hurt me the most .. why ? cause i am important to u .. and u are important to me .. dear .. i love u .. i know u wun see this .. but just feel to write down .. hahaha ..
sayonara le .. 2am le .. tml meeting my dear peiru .. haha .. 2pm at tampines .. cannot be late loh .. later she kill me .. haha .. oh ya .. my hp bill is being settled by my elder brother le !! thanks bro !! u are the best .. haha .. good nite .. hope dear will at least call me b4 he have his field camp .. or when he wake up .. no matter what time i will pick up ..

oh wellx .. bad or good ?

2004-11-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

yaya .. dear book out early today .. i met him at 2.30pm .. early hor .. haha .. happy happy .. smile smile ...
i shall announce that my monitor is officially spoil .. lolx .. crap .. actually it already spoil lah .. but still can use .. only a line above loh .. then today .. zzzzz .. BLANK !! fark loh !! damn pissed off .. i am still staying at my bro house .. lolx .. haha .. so went back to get money frm my parents to buy things for dear .. then dear ask me to check out the time of jurong show .. what e fark !! initially i thought it is the wire loose .. it is not .. it is my monitor .. haiz .. i keep asking around for my friends to help me check .. who knows .. ALL outside .. is really ALL loh .. haiz .. sian diao .. haiz ..
told dear that my monitor spoil .. he still say yes and still can laugh .. fark him manz .. then he says u can finally buy ur LCD monitor le loh .. happy lah .. wait for so long for your monitor to be spoilt and now really spoil .. zzz .. stupid dear lah .. guess i will bring it down to repair loh .. wait till i got salary then syas .. haha .. if bring to sim lim and repair, i guess it need a few days loh .. haiz .. i want to play my maple !!! ahhh !! dunno lah !!
i need money badly now .. haiz .. need to pay for my hp bill .. only have 1 day to pay or else kana disrupted .. haiz .. hoping my elder brother can help me loh .. pending hope on him .. haha .. hmm .. money !! ahh !! dunno lah !! need to buy office wear clothes also .. haiz .. what e .. just found a job and i need money so urgently le .. haiz .. all happen at one time .. haiz .. so sianz .. suay loh ..
oh wellx .. weent to watch THE INCREDIBLE with dear today .. hmm .. quite funny bahz .. oh wellx .. we told the person 4.30pm show .. so we thought she give us the right time and did not check the ticket .. then who knows .. we reach there at 4.30, the person says so late, cannot enter le .. we are like "huh?! 4.30 late ?!" then she says your movie is 2.45pm .. so late cannot go in .. haiz .. then we got so pissed off .. luckily the ticket can change the time loh .. then we changed it to 5pm loh .. haha .. or else we damn fucking fed up .. b4 we go see movie, dear went to play arcade .. soccer and bb .. haha .. so funny .. first time see him play so ru shen .. haha .. when he missed a ball, we laughed .. haha .. so funny de sia ..
dear says actually i wear skirt very nice .. haha .. zzz .. maybe i should wear more skirts next time le .. haha ..i also tell dear that also can kick my bad habit, by kicking u, away .. he agreed .. haha .. true .. today i waer the spagette shirt with candigan on loh .. haha .. dear did not comment anything loh .. haha .. i ask dear if i can wear tube, dear says cnanot too big .. hahahahaha .. so funny .. zzzz .. we today quite happy lah .. should be .. then so concidence that CHANNEL 5 is playing the repeat of SINGAPORE IDOL .. so we watch together loh .. he support taufik .. i support slyester .. hahahha .. sly so shuai !!! right ?!! then he sang the "an jing" .. i told dear "an jing" leh .. u know what i mean hor .. then he says .. i also know how to sing .. haha .. he act blur .. then i told dear i message him in friendster .. that one can delete le .. he says ya loh .. act clever .. i ask him, u know what thing is it about meh .. then he says about the an jing thing lah .. still got what .. haha .. so clever ..
today we huggie alot wor .. cause i was lying in front of him while watching tv .. then dear hug hug me .. haha .. then i hold hold his hand hand .. haha .. so loving .. his brother there leh !! haha .. we still hack care ... then his parents came in, we also still hack care .. still hug hug .. haha .. almost everywhere, we hold hold hand .. even in cinema also .. haha .. dear dear in cinema cold cold .. haiz .. heart pain pain .. i not cold leh .. cause wear candican ma .. haha ..
oh ya .. my brother car back today .. he fetched me .. so i left dear's house late .. at around 10.30pm bahz ?? haha .. then dear huggie me while he sleeping ... and he really fell aslept .. lolx .. i also almost lah .. but wheni about to fall asleep, my bro call say he reach le .. hahaha .. too bad .. dun feel to go back .. but cannot lah .. then his dad also ask me so late le still dun wan to go home arh .. i told him my brother fetching me .. b4 my brother agreed to fetch me home, dear ask me to go home at 10pm loh .. then who knows i cannot find my watch .. ahhh .. so worried .. then i tell dear my watch missing .. haiz .. then he so fierce .. he says "think where u went.. dun keep searching at one corne. useless one ..blah blah .." i got so gan chiong loh .. the more he scold me, the more i cannot think .. ahh .. then in the end, i found it is inside my bag .. zzz .. then dear scold me "see .. never think before u search.." haiz .. i got so sad loh ..he ask me to watch channel 5 the ghost movie .. i where got mood to watch .. so i keep looking at dear .. i think dear also got abit fed up .. he say u dun understand what i say is it .. watch the tv .. no mood ma .. so dun watch loh .. oh wellx .. i did not bother him lah .. just continue to look at him .. then i got so hot .. i am sweating like hell .. so i use the fan and blow towards me .. then after awhile we cooled down .. then dear came and lie beside me and hug me to sleep .. then he still can sleep and snore ... ZZZ .. he tired ma .. his field camp got so little sleep .. sayang .. haha ..
oh ya .. so funny .. i hinted dear that christmas is coming le .. then he says so .. i says christmas coming le .. then he says oh ya .. time to buy christmas tree le .. haha .. -_-"" haha .. dear hor .. haha .. i still laugh at him .. haha .
adious .. i better siam .. cause meeting dear tomorrow but don't know what time lah .. but going to my mum's house with my brother tomorrow morning .. so i better adious .. oh else cannot wake up then die le .. haha .. sweet dreams everyone .. hope everyone is happy everyday .. haha .. dun be sad .. stay happy and funky .. haha .. :)
dear i love u alot .. muacks .. like what an jing says also .. "wo bing bu xiang fang kai" .. i really don't want to give up on him .. dear i know u still love me alot .. haha .. i am just thinking some crapz .. i better sleep le !! later he spot check me i die .. cya ..

hmm .. happy happy .. we fine le !

2004-11-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

haha .. wellx .. as my previous blog says it maybe the last blog i wrote that time .. oh wellx .. maybe .. but no longer the last .. cause i gonna treasure my life .. haha .. cause i and dear is perfectly alright le !! yaya .. haha .. hmm .. b4 i continue any further .. congrats me .. i found a job finally .. whaha .. at penjuru rd .. near dear house worx .. haha .. behind teban garden .. lolx .. salary is only $1100 for the first 3 mths .. then an increment of $100 for the following mth .. haah .. oh wellx .. the place has damn fucking lots of container loh .. of cause la ! container place ma ! rubbish !! but my co is at the end of the road .. kana kidnap also nobody knows .. haha .. really very near dear's house la ! dear says i can go his house eat dinner after my work then i go back .. lolx .. just tell his mom can le .. zz .. he also says must pay $500/mth for groceries money .. zz .. stupid dear .. dumb dumb .. then i told him that the salary too little le .. dun want to work .. he says hten how to support me !! dumb dumb !! ask me to support him ?! suddenly i rmb of that time i and yiwei broke up the incident ..
the incident (i and yiwei broke uP)
i sms him and ask him whether he still my xiao bai lian .. he says yes .. so i think everything is fine for us .. but who knows .. soon .. he ask me to give him that one that one .. i says no .. then he broke off with me !! haha .. stupid loh .. haiya .. it is over la ! i and him is a past past history !! haha .. can only be part of my memory !! and nth else ..
hmm .. my days are passing so slow from sunday to wed .. haiz .. i miss my dear alot !! i hoping he will call me ... wellx .. long waiting for wednesday to come .. cause dear finish field camp le !! tot he will call me .. but nah .. he didn't .. so i tot what he says is true .. haiz .. got so sad .. and worried as well ... haiz .. but who knows at 6.30am on thursday, dear actually call me !!! whaha !! so happy sia !! i also dunno why i can hear my phone ring loh .. haha .. really very happy .. i knew i love dear alot .. haha .. dear says he too tired le .. he reach his bunk at 7.30pm and just fall asleep without taking any things out form his body and sleep until next morning 5.30am .. he says he still ask adrian and another guy to call him up at 8pm cause he need to clean his things .. but he never wake up loh .. zz .. his field camp xiong sia .. his sir fuck them like siao .. haiz .. 3 days camp, dig for 3 days .. haha .. the hole somemore very tall and wide .. dear and stand inside without able to see him .. oh wellx .. the width is able to walk 5 big steps loh .. zz .. stupid sir .. then they only able to sleep for an hour each day .. zzzzz .. dear so ke lian .. he having field camp again next week !! monday to wednesday again !! haiz .. but next week is his last week le .. if posted to unit, then he wun be in tekong .. if not he will be in the advance course in tekong for 2 mths .. zzz .. he says most prob will be posted there .. haha .. then after 2 mths post to unit .. lolx .. dear and tekong fated sia. . hhaa .. dear says sun evening go and see see look look my office wear .. haha .. yaya .. but i dun think will buy lah .. no money ma .. somemore dunno how to budget .. haha .. $200 ? $300 ? dunno .. $500 ? haha .. no la .. siao .. so much meh .. but i need to buy at least 5 suit loh .. hmm .. dunno lah .. dear taste so good .. sure ok de lah .. trust his taste ..
oh wellx .. dear is sick agn !! haiz ..his throat itchy and keep coughing .. haiz .. dear take care lah .. dun make me worry lah .. dun try to let me prove how much i care and worry for u lah .. u will noe de .. so take care k .. haha .. wanted to blog something ..
oh ya .. because of dear that matter, i quarrelled with my mom .. not really quarrell la .. cause that day when he makes me angry, i wasn't in a good mood ma .. then when she scold, i cried real hard loh .. then .. haiz .. my bro save me .. haha .. so i moved to my bro house to stay for some days .. that means i am blogging this at my bro house .. oh wellx .. i think i will be here stay overnight the last day le !! cause i gonna move back to my mom house le .. haha .. oh ya .. i and my bro went to safra to play bowling .. oh wellx .. so cold .. then so many songs .. got "jiang nan", "dou jiang you tiao","jie kou","ge qian","qi li xiang", blah blah .. i hear alot of songs which can let me remind of dear. . haha .. oh ya .. my bro, sis in law and me went to tbp to shop .. haha .. ate the nasi lemak overthere .. hmm .. quite nice .. alot of ppl though .. hear "take me to your heart" .. i suddenly miss dear at that time .. haiz .. went and walk ard to see office wear clothes .. haha .. but never buy .. cause no money la .. haha .. so walk see see .. mom gg to buy for me .. haha ..
my hp cannot be called out le !! sobx !!! cause never pay bill !! haiz .. never distrupt la .. but whenever i call out, it will says " please pay your bill .. you bill is outstanding .. u having _ days b4 it will be disrupted" .. blah blah .. haha .. guess i better make my mom happy happy first .. then ask her pay .. hahahaha .. i am so bad .. oh wellx ..
dunno why ever since i and kelvin meet, he never chat with me on msn, sms me, call me le ! guess i am too ugly bah .. but friends ma .. haiz .. how can he like that .. so sad .. haiz .. ivan also given up on patching with me le .. oh wellx .. nvm lah .. shouldn't be too selfish .. haah .. let him proceed on to his own life. . can't ask him to wait for me .. right ? anyway, i did not ask him to wait for me for 3 years in the first place !! :P ..
i and dear is meeting on both sat and sun .. haha .. and tml is sat le !! he is booking out at 1pm .. yes !! so happy !! early sia !! good good .. haha .. then can see him early early .. haha .. i miss him so much .. haha .. i am mad .. haiz. . that time is i and dear not good, then got alot of friends .. now is i and dear good good le, i no friends .. haiz .. where all my friends. . haiz .. i think no BBQ le .. no friends B what shit. . haiz. .

it maybe my last blog ..

2004-11-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

hey guys .. thanks for supporting me by reading my blog .. well .. i may not be updating my blog from onwards .. i feel very tired .. i just want to leave .. you may find me selfish or childish .. but i am really very tired .. who knows my true feeling ?? nobody !! wellx .. take care everyone .. those who know my bf, you help me to tell him to take care .. i will remember him forever wherever i am .. find a gurl better who suit him .. sorry for being so much happiness in my life .. thats the end ..

down .. sad ..

2004-11-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

my blog for the day .. oh wellx .. everything is just not fine .. haiz .. i feeling so down .. oh wellx .. haiz .. wrote this in his house .. he is eating chicken chop .. yummy .. haha .. feeling hungry le .. it seems so delicious sia ... but blog then eat .. haha .. oh wellx .. i just create a new character in maplestory .. gal101003 .. wanna add me if anyone got play .. nice game worx .. hmm .. gonna change my blog skin after my exam ... improve on it .. haha .. not my best though ..
i just cried just now .. dear says he only love me 75% .. haiz .. it dropped .. felt so sad .. haiz .. then ask him whether we got future or not .. he says don't know .. haiz .. i don't know what to say loh .. i think of so much to ask and tell him today .. but haiz .. we got silent today .. cold .. chilly .. lonely .. haiz .. then he says he don't like me to always play and "beat" and "pinch" him .. oh wellx .. thought he enjoyed .. haiz .. i am WRONG .. totally all wrong .. haiz .. i don't know what to sayor continue .. haiz .. should i consider whether to be with him now ?? haiz .. i don't know .. i don't want to make the wrong decision .. i need to give a deep thought before i do anything .. i am so afraid that i ... haiz .. i felt lost .. haiz .. he thinks that we have no problem .. but there is somewhere wrong .. totally wrong .. but i can't figure out where is wrong .. maybe like ppl says we can only be stead not husband and wife .. haiz .. i am so afraid of losing him as time goes by .. haiz .. i don't know .. i am really so afraid to lose him .. i did not want to lose him .. i want him .. haiz .. but does he want me ?? does knows how badly i need him ?? i don't think so .. haiz .. cold and chilly and lonely though he is by my side .. haiz .. the feeling is wrong .. maybe i shouldn't ask him, maybe i shouldn't meet him .. haiz .. alot of maybe ..
ivan .. you says that i like to think .. no loh .. six sense loh .. i and him is wrong somewhere and somehow .. haiz .. anyway, thanks to being there as my friend .. haiz .. all the best in your love life .. oh wellx .. i need to say a sorry for doing that to you in the past .. wellx .. i know it is my fault to go with other boy .. haiz .. i know you are hurt .. haiz .. sorry .. i think i never say any sorry to you b4 right ?? hehe .. wellx .. anything call me .. i will be there like you are here for me .. keke .. friends forever ..
haiz .. i am being blamed for not agree to go to JB on 19 DEC .. oh wellx .. zy says got bf don't want friend le .. no lah .. haiz .. i just wanna acc him loh .. he can only book out on weekend .. so wellx .. sorry zy .. acc yu there other day bahz .. maybe we could go to genting ?? like our plan ??? yaya .. haha ..
kelvin .. don't always ask me got update my blog or not lah .. here i am updating my blog le .. keke .. enjoy reading .. will help ya improve on your blog skin after my exam .. you send me your template loh .. then i help ya .. keke .. haha .. hmm .. anyway, thanks for cheering me up this few days .. haha .. din regret knowing you as my friend .. i think we can become best friend le .. haha .. can click so well .. right ?? haha .. or maybe my god-brother ?? haha .. put tag-board in your blog leh .. i wanna tag .. so mafan .. when i want to talk to you have to go to my blog then can talk .. your exam is coming le lah !! study !! jiayou .. meet you next week right ??? after my exam, we go chc together ..
missing my primary and secondary school days .. primary school days was so fun .. no worries .. haiz .. secondary school still alright .. but now .. haiz .. i don't know where my life is leading to .. an empty air .. haiz .. hope someone can guide me along thru my life .. whu will be the one ?? i wun know .. haha .. maybe angel ..
oh ya .. i dreamt something funny ytd .. i dreamt that my dear bring me to the zoo .. then i saw an orangutan outside the fence .. then i tell him that i wanna go and see .. then suddenly behind came running a bunch of monkeys and elephants .. omg .. then my dear carry me and protect me .. there is a elephant almost crush me .. what e .. haha .. then when we thought no more animals, there came a tiger behind .. this is the second time i dream of ZOO le loh .. what e .. i think i miss visiting the zoo too much le .. haha .. i am mad ..
hmm .. oh wellx ... i seems so bz after exam .. cause i and a friend is going to beach .. yaya !! so happy .. wanting to book a BBQ pit .. but so late le .. don't know whether got space or not leh .. haiz .. so sad .. hope got bahz .. anyway, lp had agreed to go !! yaya !! chio bu worx .. haha .. got chio bu sure alot of guys will go de .. haha .. okok .. don't feel so horny le .. haha .. i am mad ..
i found out something .. friends are so much better than bf .. haiz .. cause can tell everything to friend .. then bf cannot .. cause you scared to hurt him .. haiz .. i don't know .. my life is totally ruin .. haiz ..

good news ..

2004-11-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

good news time .. hmm .. jie en help me to solve the maplestory problem le .. and i can play le !! yaya !! haha .. thanks gurl .. haha ..as for sims 2 .. hmm .. i don't know .. haha .. see how loh .. and my refrigerator had came ytd .. whaha .. so big and tall .. haha .. can store a human le .. hmm .. decided something .. to buy the cans of pocari sweat and pour into the mineral bottle .. cause dear says too big and obvious .. and he got not enough bottles .. oh wellx .. thats my surprise for him .. haha .. see .. though i am pissed off of him, i still care for him .. haiz .. but does he knows ?? no he doesn't .. i shall tell everything to him tommorrow .. my feelings, everything .. settle all at once .. haha .. hope can settle .. oh wellx .. no more good news .. haha .. crap .. oh ya .. maybe i can get a job le .. at science park II .. haha .. going for the interview on monday worx .. bless me .. haha .. hope i can get it .. haha .. playing maplestory time .. cya ..

pissed off ..

2004-11-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

everything is going not fine !! what e .. getting so pissed off right now !! haiz ... my com, my bf, my family, everything is just WRONG ... i just could not play maplestory .. what e .. and i haev actually played it b4 .. initially i tot it was so bo liao cause i don't know how to play .. and now i know .. but i cannot play !! what e .. damn pissed off .. and because of the game my bf scold me ! and we quarrell !! what e .. cause ytd we already say le .. i go home and play with him for awhile .. and i reach home and found out that i cannot play, got so fed up .. then i ask my bf .. then he scolds me .. say what never study .. play game .. what e .. haiz .. i know he is concern .. but i just simply don't like his tone loh .. what e .. 4 person tells me to study .. 4 different tone .. because of his tone, we have quarrelled twice this week .. see .. haiz .. what e .. he is the fiercest loh .. what e .. got so pissed off by his tone .. in fact i was already pissed off of him le .. cause i was chatting with him and he did not reply or ans me even when i ask 5 times !! what e .. guess what he is doing .. playing computer game .. maplestory .. see .. maplestory again !! what e .. and somemore, i found out that he actually logged onto to his friendster today .. but did not approve me as his friends .. either did he cancel lah .. so i tot maybe friendster got scrooked up .. so i went to his acc to see .. the comfirmation is there loh .. what e .. got so pissed off again .. see .. haiz .. why is he like that .. and he says me in the afternoon loh .. what e .. he says that i always want to know about his friendster, blah blah .. then he did not even know what am i doing .. what e .. firstly he did not ask loh !! and then if he ask i got tell him loh .. then he says what about the hospital and room number .. i did not want him to worry loh .. thats why did not tell him loh .. what e .. got so pissed off .. especially with my com .. and you know what .. i cannot play sims 2 !!! what e !! see .. my com got all screwed up !! haiz .. almost hit and com and destroy it .. my neck is injured .. i cannot turn .. haiz .. so pain .. haiz .. everything is just not fine ..

i felt so useless !!

2004-11-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

i was just playing bejeweled when i suddenly think of dear .. last week that we quarrelled, so much fun we had .. play .. yet now .. he is at his bed feeling so terrible and shivering .. and yet i could do nth .. i felt so useless .. why .. i caould not do nth .. sometimes i wonder am i a burden instead of letting off a burden .. suddenly so many things came to my mind .. i know i am going to collapse soon .. if there is a genie right now and let me to have 3 wishes, i will wish that dear will be fine, my family will be fine, his family will be fine .. i wun wish for myself .. if the genie says i must sacrifise myself to make dear better, i am willing to do so .. but no !! it wun happen .. haiz .. i felt so useless !! maybe there is a better girl outside of him .. maybe i shouldn't stick to him .. maybe i should let go .. maybe he had just too much burden that he fall sick .. all because of ME .. i am beginning to hate myself .. i wish to vanish and not coming back ..

time for blog ..

2004-11-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

omg .. dear is SICK .. haiz .. he is now sleeping on his bed .. got surprised when dear message me at 1.30pm that if i want to see him, go and buy 3 packets of beef porridge .. haha .. but i having exams at 2pm !! what e !! so immediately after my exam, i took a cab there .. haha .. but before i go to his house, i went to buy the kool-fever pack .. haha .. the cabby very good leh .. he waited for me .. haha .. so i quickly buy , quickly get onto the cab .. haha .. my dear having high fever .. actually is 38.3 degree de .. then dear says it went higher .. went up to 39 degrees .. omg .. haiz .. bought a kool fever pack for him .. just changed the stripe before i goes home .. haha ..
will be going to his house early in the morning tomorrow .. will wake up at 8am .. haha ..will go to the clementi to buy porridge to his house .. will buy 4 packets and 1 packet of fishball noodle .. and 3 packets of sugar cane .. yeah .. thats my plan .. and then take a cab to his house .. will got include his family, my dear and my one ma .. haha .. guess will spend alot of money le .. haiz .. but nevermind .. i can help dear to cool down his fever as well .. will use the towel to clean for him .. whaha .. well .. i went off when dear is sleeping .. did not want to disturb him .. so why not i go home early .. right .. will remind him to eat the medication later .. haha .. oh wellx ..
had my accounts papar today .. guess what !! i slept .. haha .. expected .. felt so tired .. haha .. i think the 3hrs paper i slept for 1 hr loh .. oh wellx .. then i calculated the marks .. pass should be ok bahz .. haha .. hope so lah .. i thought my refrigerator will be coming today ... but nah .. mistake .. it is 19 not 18 .. haha .. tommorrow .. oh wellx .. so eager to see what it is look like .. haha ..
thats the end .. hope dear will recover soon .. haiz .. so worried for him .. haiz .. dear i love you .. muacks ..

i have been missing .. but ..

2004-11-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

my new blog skin nice ?? well, actually, my blog title got move one .. but don't know why never move le .. cause when i preview, it got move .. haiz .. so sad .. after my exam, will be changing my blog skin to a better one .. hope i wil have time .. cause i will be working by then .. i guess will be too shack to do anything le .. lazy me ..
haha .. in fact .. i have not been missing lah .. haha .. was online .. but just too lazy to blog .. haha .. then i thought nobody is looking at my blog, so i no need to blog everyday .. then who knows .. yesterday while talking to kelvin, he asks me whether got blog my doings for yesterday anot .. haha .. i promised him i will blog today .. and well here i am ..
have been talking to kelvin for consecutive for 2 days .. oh wellx .. we have been chatting for quite long .. yeah ?? always chat until my cord-less no batt .. hahahaha .. have much fun chatting with him though .. don't know did i irritate him by always telling him about dear and my stuffs .. hope not bah .. haha .. we have been laughing all the way when we chat .. yeah ?? haha .. oh wellx .. kelvin is a nice and social person bahz .. haha .. can click quite well .. haha .. don't anyhow think lah .. haha .. anyway, he's accompanying me to the beach !! see !! so friendly !! haha .. a nice friend to have .. i wonder why did his ex broke up with him ... haiz .. bish them up .. whaha .. no lah .. he also says he can accompany me to see the doctor .. oh wellx .. you see better than my bf hor .. haha .. beginning to like him le .. opps .. haha .. kidding lah .. like as a friend lah .. alot of my friends ask me i don't scared my bf misunderstand me meh .. no i don't scared .. cause i am innocent, what to be afraid of .. right ??
oh ya .. yesterday i watch "ren wo ao you" last espisode .. what e heck .. it just ends like that .. the kaiwei haven choose which girl .. haiz .. i hope he and jingwen will be together in the end .. haha .. but my mom says she hopes he and yixuan .. haiz .. at least he and jingwen went through the tough days, they will definetely go through the happy moments .. while with yixuan, they only went through happy moments, they may not be able to go through tough days together ... right right ??
my neighbour told me that she and her brother heard 2 women shouting very lout at their TOP of their voice .. but their parents, me and my parents did not hear it loh .. haha .. eerie right ?? haha .. i also think so .. then she told me that one of them committed suicide lohz .. oh wellx .. don't know lah .. i had a funny and weird dream yesterday worx ...
i dreamt that today is chinese new year .. haha .. then my bf wear a white with blue square button shirt came to my house to bai nian .. then i took a cab to his house to bai nian also .. on the way downstairs, i saw my neighbours,peiting and her family and we bai nian .. haha .. then i saw cindy my secondary school, she also wants to take the same cab .. then dear told me that i have to reach there early cause he is playing basketball at 3.30pm .. oh wellx.. i think i wanted new year too badly le .. hah .. then got lots of hong bao worx .. haha .. weird weird .. my dream end le ..
after my last exam at 22, dear will be going to field camp for 3 days 2 nights on 23 .. oh wellx. . no one to chat to .. haiz .. i will be missing him .. haiz .. oh wellx .. he must take goodie care worx .. oh ya .. i found the drink he wants me to find le .. his house 7-11 got sell !! yaya !! i message dear le .. don't says i never do my homework hor .. haha .. have been slacking the whole day .. haiz ..

today ..

2004-11-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

i know dear is hurt .. haiz .. he does act he is fine .. haiz .. dear firstly i will say a very big sorry to you .. i felt so sad .. the incident is like this ..
remember that the previous blog i told dear that i recreate my friendster acc ?? then dear today ask me whether i really only started create yesterday .. i guess dear knew that i created long ago .. i couldn't hide anymore .. so i told him the truth that i deleted the acc but i actually recreate long time ago .. then he says you relly deleted it away b4 ? i knew he was hurt at that time le .. haiz .. his face looks disappointed .. dear sorry .. then he ask me why never add him .. why i now then tell him .. why never tell him earlier .. why i put the photo .. why only my friend can see my full profile .. he ask alot alot of questions .. oh well .. i don't know how to reply him .. i am all stuck .. really .. all my fault .. haiz .. though we still joked and played around but i knew he is sad .. haiz .. he tried his best not to show out .. well .. wanted to say alot of things .. but now lost of words .. i also don't know why ..
actually the previous paragraph is i typed at 10.04pm de .. whaha .. then this paragraph is i type at 11.45 pm .. well .. and now i have alot of comments to say .. cause dear told me to trust him .. and he found out that it is his friend who changed the single thing .. and he felt sad and disappointed .. oh wellx .. expected lah .. dear ask me to score well .. see .. so high hope .. haiz .. how can i ren xing to disappoint him .. dear .. thanks for your trust .. we also enjoyed ourself today ?? haha .. yaya ..
to my dearest kelvin friend: oh wellx .. thanks for lending me your listening ear just now .. enjoyed talking to you .. you are a great friend who i can talk to .. hope you did not find me irritating by keep saying all my bf and my stuffs things .. haha .. all the best in your exam ..
to my dearest mei,grace : mei mei .. don't feel so stressed .. both of us have went through alot of ups and downs .. and have learn alot through that .. right .. all the ebt in your Os .. and your boi .. hope you two last forever till the end ..
thats all .. cya .. got to do something for kelvin le .. haha .. i am a helpful person .. but don't bully me worx .. haha ..

haiz .. hurt,happy,confused,funny and some other mixture of feelings ...

2004-11-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh wellx .. when i was writing this blog, i have different kinds of mixture of feelings .. got sad,hurt,happy,disappointed,funny .. yesterday was the first time ever since he went to army, he makes me so hurt and i cried so badly .. oh wellx .. and today i think dear is hurt .. haiz .. why do we keep always hurting each other ??? haiz ..
yesterday matter
i lied to dear that i yesterday then recreate my friendster acc .. cause i deleted the acc half a year ago .. haiz .. i found out that dear had change his status from "in a relationship" to "single" at friendster .. i just simply don't understand why he did that ..haiz .. then he also got add or change alot of things in his profile .. i ask dear .. he denied that he changed his status .. oh wellx .. how could it be ?! not he change then ghost ??? haha .. what a obvious lie .. right .. but he admit he got change the rest lah .. so i kept quiet loh .. then an additional incident .. my last month hp bill is $236 .. i couldn't pay up .. haiz .. and it had overdued very long le .. haiz .. my mum could only help me pay for $200 cause my this month $$ .. oh wellx .. i still owe $36 to the m1 .. then dear says he help me pay the rest .. then he says "we laways go out is i pay money, where you spend all your money." then i syas this month money is the $200 loh .. then last year is your birthday loh .. then he says "why spend so much?" then i says "the jersey,meal and the polo-tee which cost $40 .." then he scold me .. he says "huh ?! so expensive ?! i thought is $20 only .." haiz .. then i says i want to give you the best .. then he says "but money is not spend like that." then i says "birthday once a year .. so nvm .." then he says "if you no money and you don't buy anything,i will still be very happy .." oh wellx .. you see .. he is damn ****ing fierce .. what e .. haiz .. so sad loh .. haiz .. actually our day will end very happy de .. haiz ..
why we will end happily ..
cause early in the morning he gave me a surprise .. he call me at 9am that he will reach my house in 30 mins time .. omg .. he actually planned to come my house at around 1 - 2 pm bahz .. he went to his friend's house the previous day for a birthday party loh .. oh wellx .. haha .. quite surprise that he will come so early .. haha .. he brought breakfast for my family .. and this piggy .. slept in my rm from 9.30am to 2pm .. whaha .. pig .. see him sleep so soundly found him so cute .. whaha .. see actually everything could end happily .. haiz .. and he woke me up .. actually i have put silent mode le .. but weird .. got a feeling that he will call me soon .. so zhun .. haha ..
in the end our day end like that .. haiz .. kinda kind of sad ..

what happened ytd ..

2004-11-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

here it goes .. actually i did not chat with dear for 2 days .. i just did not ans his calls and replied his message .. oh wellx .. so ytd i messaged him :"i reached home le .. i did not bring my hp over there .." as for your information .. i will always get admitted to hospital lah .. so well .. dear thought i went to hospital .. haiz .. cause previous the 2 days i told dear i went to see a doctor .. cause i cough out some blood .. then initially dear says i need to admit to hospital de .. but i rejected cause next day got exam .. so doctor says must go back to see once my exam ends .. well .. i did not denied that i actually was at home .. oh wellx .. i also don't know why i did that loh .. hmm .. then dear called me .. haha .. he says why i never messaged him when i reached home .. but the fact is i got !! then after a few seconds dear says i now then received .. then he says why i cannot call him cause he on his hp .. what e .. why he blames me ?!! then he says call you when i am on the ferry .. so i wait and wait .. then i receive a message from him :"haiz .. why you never care for my feeling one .. how worry was i .. why must be you .. so disappointed.." haiz .. feel so sad at that point .. haiz .. then he says he tired no mood to chat le .. haiz .. feel so sad .. at that point of time, i am so afraid that we will just break off like that .. haiz .. was so afraid .. haiz .. i cried to sleep .. :'(

well ..

2004-11-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

a day had just passed .. nono .. 4 days had just passed .. oh well .. have been slacking for the pass few days ever since my chem is over .. i knew i am just simply going to be dead for my chem .. haiz .. i am doomed .. haiz .. once i got the paper, i told myself die le lah .. oh well .. ytd is i and darling 1 year and 1 month le !! yuppy !! we cannot celebrate our anniversary together .. but nvm .. as wat darling says we meet today rather than nothing .. so went to meet him today .. went to his house .. case he don't feel like going out loh .. oh well .. nvm lah .. always go his house .. used to it le .. intend to go his house at 10.30 even if he never message me to meet what time or what so ever .. then so concidence, at 10.30 dear messaged me !! he says i can go his house now le .. haha .. so i took a cab there loh .. want to see dear faster mah .. mised him alot ytd night .. haiz .. cause something happened to us .. i very scared we will just end like that .. haiz .. will tell you all later .. when i reach there, dear and his brother was playing CM .. nono .. not only that time .. the whole day .. what e .. felt so pissed off and neglected loh .. haiz .. but actually dear wanted to play sims 2 with me de .. but oh wellx .. his com cannot play sims 2 .. got stucked whenever we tried to play .. so we decided not to play sims 2 .. then i lie on his bed and watch tv .. while he want to play king of fighter .. oh wellx .. the game cannot be played ... haha .. also don't know why .. hmm .. then today his brother order western food to eat .. so dear ask him whether he could eat .. then he says no .. but dear still take !! whaha !! then he give me eat also .. haha .. then his brother says 1 packet of fries $2 .. haha .. then he still did not bother him .. his brother keep asking him to give money first .. haha .. so i ask dear to either give him money or give him back the packet of fries .. so he took 3 fries and gave him back .. then his brother says the fries cost $2, the bun cost $1 and total you owe me $5 .. haha .. crap .. his brother so funny sia .. haha .. his dad gave me vegetable again !! haha .. his dad always give me vegetable de leh .. haha .. oh ya .. my dear is coming to my house on this coming sunday !! yaya !! haha .. but he will only sit for awhile .. cause he going to his grandma house .. oh wellx .. ok lah .. so i thought i will meet him b4 he come to my house .. haiz .. then who knows just now dear says b4 going to your hosue i will go my grandma house with my mom .. then go your house .. which means .. we will only meet for awhile !!! haiz .. kinda kind of sad .. then dear says mon can meet for very long what .. haiz .. still sad lah .. but well .. nvm .. could make use of the time to study and prepare for my exams .. right ?? yeah .. left with ACCOUNTING and MCQ .. oh wellx .. and then i am free !! and can work and earn money which means i can spend money le !! haha .. got to start thinking what should i do with my pay .. haha .. dear knew that he neglected me alot today .. so on the way to the bus stop, he says "i know i have neglected you just now .. sorry .. let me play lah .. i can come out once awhile only .. wanted to play sims 2 with you .. but you know lah .. my computer cannot play .. blah blah .." haiz .. initial i was mad with him .. but after what he says i am no longer mad .. haha .. then just now i told dear my waise pain cause he kept ticking me the whole day today .. and the worse is he still beat my butt soooooooo many times and soooooo loud .. and in front of his brother .. what e .. haiz .. but very fun lah .. we keep "fighting" today .. hahahahahahahhaha .. dear also enjoy himself i believed .. oh wellx .. he cooked for me again .. haha .. so sweet of him .. well .. dear will have a long weekend .. haha .. he would have taken mc if his sir did not told and warned them that they will be confined if they took mc today .. oh wellx ..
yaya .. i am meeting peiru tml .. we are going to have some chat .. and go for free facial at tampines .. hmm .. looking forward ..
i wanted to say something .. but i forgot le .. haiz .. old woman ..

PART II

2004-11-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

supposely we are meeting today de .. but i don't feel to meet him loh after what he had done .. but at around 2plus at night, i miss him alot .. so i decided to go his house without telling him .. haha .. guess he was simply too clever le .. cause when i am at jurong east waiting for bus, he message me "where are you? outside my house?" .. hahahahhaha ... so clever le .. never tell him, he also knows .. haha .. intend to buy his favourite cha kuay teow de .. but the shop never open .. haiz .. so too bad ... then reach his house door, so concidence, his aunt and her family came to his house .. haha .. since i was angry, when i reach his house, i just did not bother him .. haha .. but actually i have already cool down le lah .. i did it secondly is because he did not bother me, he is playing his games .. haha .. then he lay beside me and hug me worx .. haha .. then hug for awhile he go and play again .. then i tickled him .. i asys you this dumbie .. never bother me .. haha .. then went back and lie down le .. then he soon came and lie with me .. and i kept tickling him .. haha .. then he did not bother me and went to sleep .. of cause i don't let him sleep lah .. so i kept tickling and chanting .. haha ..
then he make me lay with my face down and sat at my butt and kept tickling me .. hahahahah .. sooooooooo itchy loh .. so i say okok .. my fault .. haha .. then he stop .. but after he stop, i says as if .. is your fault who ask you want to sleep .. then he did that again .. haha .. i was laughing like a crazy girl .. even when i am singing the "ni shi wo lao po", he also tickles me .. then he says .. what song you singing .. haha .. practically the whole day we are tickling away .. but he tickled me the most .. hahahahah .. making me to laugh and laugh .. haha ..
we were watching channel u and soon we fall asleep le .. haha ... felt so tired .. we slept from 3.30 to 4.45 bahz .. i woke dear up de cause he going to cut hair and play bb .. wah .. i waited him to cut the hair for very long loh .. 45 mins leh .. what e .. worst is, he come out, like never cut at all loh .. then he says the sir sure ask him to cut again de lah .. oh wellx .. so ke lian ..
oh ya .. another thing happen to me .. hmm .. his dad won lottery .. and he gave me $50 bucks .. wah .. haha .. when his dad gave me, dear was lying on the bed watching tv .. oh ya .. his dad gave him $50 also and additional $10 for him to cut hair loh .. he gave me a total of $110 .. initially i thought why he need so much .. then his dad told me is he give me $50 de .. oh wellx .. thats so kind of him .. then dear hor .. he says "thank you serene jiejie .." no comments .. he says thanks you of giving me the $50 buck serene jiejie .. haha .. then he says ok lah .. don't says i never give you money .. i give you $20 .. kk .. you give me $30 kk .. oh wellx .. did not accept it lah .. i just leave the $20 on his bed .. then soon he says haiya .. i got some plans for this $20 .. and he kept it le .. what e .. haha .. supposely got $50 de but in the end no money .. haa ..
and he keep asking me to study again .. haiz .. he everyday ask me study de leh .. haha .. then i says i know le ma so i never bring and ask you loh .. oh ya .. he told me if i got anything don't understand about maths, can ask him today .. and i brought no books .. haha .. cause was angry then did not want to ask him .. then he says you know ?? so can score 90 marks le lah .. dotz ... haha .. i know i cannot do that .. haha .. then he says still says you know .. go home better study ,... then he says we tonight don't chat let you study .. haiz .. nvm lah ..
anyway .. my dad also won lottery .. haha .. just heard from my mom .. haha .. how much ? i don't know .. its late .. i got to bath and revise and then sleep ..

another week had passed by le .. :'( PART I

2004-11-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

oh wellx .. a week had gone passed in just a blink .. haiz .. hmm .. i could say that there's both up and down for dear and me bah .. hahahahaha .. right dear ?! he should be at the ferry or bus now le ... cause its already 10pm .. he will have a long weekend next week le .. if he took a "fake mc" from the doctor on thursday lah .. haha .. cause he will be booked out on wednesday night .. then by right he will book in on thursday night .. then friday afternoon book out .. then until monday night .. oh wellx .. so bo liao .. haha .. he may want to take a fake mc loh .. so that he no need to book in on thursday .. lolx .. i think he will come my house next week bahz .. cause thats what he promised my mother just now !!! haha .. hope so bah .. and thats what he says also .. haha .. i shall mention what actually happen between i and dear dear .. it happened yesterday .. thinking back still make me fed up loh !
yesterday afternoon, i message dear whether want to meet after he book out or not .. so he says no cause he tired .. ok .. nvm i understand .. then after awhile time, he tells me that he going to KTV with his friends .. ok nvm .. i understand .. he go and relax loh .. so i never say anything .. then so concidence, my parents want to go to chinatown .. as dear is at chinatown singing, so i message dear where is he .. oh ya .. before that he knows that i am going to chinatown loh .. he never tell me loh .. making very fed up le .. cause i was like missing him so much and wanting to see him .. then nvm .. he message me where am i .. i don't want to say lah .. then i say ok .. if i say where am i, you must also tell me where are you .. and he replied ok .. so i told him i am on a bridge .. then he says he on the way to the MRT .. what e .. it is so fake .. cause the background is still noisy .. haiz .. i got soooooooo angry and disappointed .. then i reach home and write in my nick that i am sad and disappointed and angry .. and why are you still like that even we are together for 1 year .. then he message me on msn that"yeah loh .. you still like that after a year" .. what e .. is his fault by not keeping the promise and now he blames me .. then he still says "see lah .. my 8 dollars gone." cause in the afternoon he asked me should he buy soccer or not, i say no .. and what e .. blames me for everything .. it is so obvious that it is his fault yet no sorry from him instead blame me .. what e .. got so mad ..

first paper .

2004-11-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

i had my first paper today .. oh well .. it is english .. hmm .. all i could say is .. easier than last year ? though must think .. haha .. the passage is about coral reef .. and i wrote compo about do you think people nowadays are too much interested in their appearance .. oh well .. wrote quite alot .. hope that i am not out of point bah .. haha .. or else dead .. oh well .. i somehow did managed my time better than last year which i could not complete my papers .. and well .. i completed everything .. i even have time to plan my summary .. hmm .. should be alright bah .. and i had papers in the afternoon too .. i had my physics written paper .. oh well .. abit hard lah .. haha .. but i am damn lucky .. got one question i last minute saw and memorise came out !! oh well .. only 2 marks .. ahha .. some i don't know how to do so i anyhow aga aga do de .. haha .. hope my guessing is right .. lolx .. well .. i saw MISS ONG !! my sec school teacher !! haha .. she teach me science in lower sec .. haha .. was so surprised to see her .. she was having invigarlating loh .. hmm .. she was also surprised to see me as well .. practically i saw my sec school teachers loh .. they came to queensway sec school for invagilating .. hmm .. MISS ONG is surprised that i am put in that school .. cause OUTRAM, HENDERSON, GAN ENG SENG is much more nearer from my house .. who to blame ? government .. whaha .. :D ... no handsome to be seen .. haha .. and i saw MURPHY .. a guy who is the same class with me for night class .. he is simon's best friend .. we chatted bah .. then went to his house downstairs to eat our lunch and waited for simon .. went to his house outside as well .. haha .. but his house is having renovation lah .. so empty de .. haha .. and hell .. i was sneezing all the way from my english paper 1 starts to end of physics .. haiz .. i have used up 9 packets of tissue papers !! whaha .. so much .. and have been coughing and coughing loh .. i sneeze until my nose became dry le loh .. haiz .. so ke lian .. i did not sleep the whole night .. my eyes were wide open though i am lying on the bed .. haiz .. i have not slept for 3 days .. i wonder when cannot stand and just collaspe .. i don't know .. my paper will only end at 22nd of november .. haiz .. still long to go .. haiz .. hubby waited for my sms in the morning leh ... haha .. cause i sms him that i wake up le then he very fast reply me le .. kanna shocked leh .. haha .. dear .. i miss you alot .. you this saturday only can book out at 3pm .. haiz .. so late .. still got 3 more days to go .. haiz .. dear .. i love you .. muacks .. thats all .. oh ya .. i am having my e-maths paper 1 tommorrow .. god bless that i will know how to do .. haha .. oh well .. gonng try to have a nap if i can sleep .. or else i will sure sleep in the classroom .. or maybe not ? who knows .. haiz .. if i still can't sleep, i gonna get some sleeping pills from the doctor le .. see how bah .. if dear sees me like this, he sure heart-pain .. haiz .. i also don't want like that .. oh ya .. another thing .. my house tv is spoilt !! haiz .. when i tried to on it yesterday afternoon, it is spoilt .. but my dad told me in the morning when he on is alright .. who knows .. haiz .. my house got so many things spoil .. the fridge, the kitchen cabinet and tv .. oh well .. i ask my mom to have renovation for the kitchen lah .. but i then think .. oh ya she no money le .. so well .. wait when i have a job, i will sponsor bah .. haha .. as if i am very rich .. see what can i do loh .. bye .. go and rest then study .. sianz ..

envy ... haiz ..

2004-11-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

i just read up my friend's blog .. just had feelings and things to write down .. well .. she and her boyfriend celebrated their 1 yr anniversary last week .. and her bf actually gave her flowers .. 12 dozen of flowers wor .. and she gave her bf a bottle with 218 perfumed cranes .. and the top of the bottle is tied for a heart shaped paper with their 2 rings .. and they ate at JACKS PLACE .. oh well .. thats so romantic .. haiz .. they have been a tough time together .. so well .. congrats them .. and i thought of how did i and my dear celebrated our anniversary 3 weeks ago .. oh well .. nothing special .. got no flowers .. haha .. but i got surprise lah ..
anyway the story begins like this .. saturday i prepared home-cooked food and brought to his house for him to eat .. and .. i waited and waited and waited .. he came home at 9+ .. oh well .. i was so afraid that the food will be cold by the time he comes back .. and i was thinking .. haiz .. should be have no presents at all . cause for the past few weeks, i was with him for both saturday and sunday .. but he did not get any presents .. so well .. did not put high expectation of getting a present .. and the reason he gave me for being late is his sir got things to speak to them .. oh well .. so i accept his reason loh .. and when he came home, his hands got 2 slice of cake for me .. haha ... crazy boy .. he says for you one, since you like to eat cake, i buy for you loh .. haha .. but i did not get the cake .. haha .. and the actual day of our anniversary was on sunday ..
sunday (10/10/04) .. oh well .. as usual .. he makes me angry .. argggg .. haiz .. idiot him .. cause he was late for our appointment lah .. haiz .. i waited for him at city hall MRT for 10 mins bah .. haiz .. idiot him .. i thought he would give me flowers or presents .. but .. nah .. did not see anything he carries .. so i guess no present le .. got soooooo sad .. :'( then at the point he suddenlt wave his hand .. ohhh .. saw 2 rings on his hands .. i was thinking haiz .. he buys rings again .. haiz .. then i ask him .. wah buy 2 rings sia .. haha .. then he suddenly took out 1 ring and gave it to me .. na .. for you de .. wah !! got so surprised and happy .. i ask him when did you buy de .. he says yesterday night .. he had to pay more to ask the person to do it faster .. oh well .. i was thinking .. haiz .. only a ring nothing else .. kinda kind of sad loh .. then we went to walk at suntec .. and decide to dine at BREEKS !! oh .. yummy .. delicious .. not very expensive lah .. but it was nice .. haha .. and nothing else .. see .. not romantic at all .. got no flowers .. haiz .. but i remember that time my birthday when he got me a bouquet of roses, he was sweating all over like just bath finish .. haha .. then he told me that he never give girls flowers before .. haha .. haiz .. feel sad loh .. people celebrate 1 yr so romantic .. while us ?! haiz ..

surprise that i will still remember right ? well .. what we did i will remember forever de .. love you dear ... though you are not those kind of very romantic de .. haha ..

weird ..

2004-11-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

as i was reading people's blog just now, my mind was thinking of the beginning for dear, the quarrels we had, etc .. was missing dear so much loh .. haiz .. also don't know why .. weird .. that somemore i dreamt of a very weird and impossible dream .. well .. i dream that i went zoo with biqi and a guy who i like .. then he was also my bf .. but he was so close with biqi .. i got so jealous .. haha .. then i told him .............. haiya .. don't want to write about my weird and funny dream le .. cause i simply know it is impossible lah .. haha .. suddenly i think of dear's huggie at the MRT was so tight .. and he gave me a light peck on my hair while hugging me .. i was looking at friend de gf de testimonial whish was written by her bf .. she was taking the o level this yr .. having the same name as me worx .. also call serene .. haha .. she and her bf did not meet up last week cause she is having exams this week .. then i suddenly think of dear .. we still not bad .. haha .. cause dear still meet me .. haha .. though quite short .. then i suddenly think that dear says next week he meet me 4pm .. then maybe he will come my house for awhile .. see if his schedule is tight or he is tired or not .. i was very scared that what if he will book in early like this week .. then i told dear .. he says will not be so zhun de lah .. i told him why so late then meet .. he says so that you can study .. haiz .. then i says i need some break de .. then he says got arh .. i got give you break .. from 4 - 8 om when i meet you, you will be having a break ma .. dotz .. he win le loh .. haiz .. nevermind lah .. i consider quite lucky le .. cause i know there are quite a number of my friends who are taking o level this year, cannot meet their bf ... as for me .. haha .. dear is really very caring towards me loh ..

oh ya .. i am having a sore throat though i have voice .. but i don't feel like talking .. cause whenever i talk, my throat will feel very uncomfortable loh .. haiz .. so sad .. and guess what i only wake up at 3pm just now .. haiz .. i slept from yesterday night to this afternoon 3pm .. xiong arh .. haha .. but i also don't know why i am still so sleepy even after i woke up .. maybe is because i did not have total sleep bah .. haha .. i still can sleep after i woke up .. weird arh .. haha .. dunny girl i am .. dear .. i want to hear your voice .. but my throat .. haiz ..

sunday !! which is ytd !! tragic !!

2004-11-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

well .. like i mention on the earlier blog that we will be meeting at 12.30pm at my house which is what he says right ... then .. he message me in the morning says 1.30pm come my house .. cause he need to wait for the clothes to dry .. what e .. i was so fed up .. ok .. nvm .. then i happily wait and wait .. and what e .. the worst had came .. he change to 3 !! i was really very very angry with him loh !! i want to tell him that lets don't meet anymore .. i want to tell him to fuck off !! but i did not say lah .. but i guess he knew i was very angry ba .. cause i message him with the end of all "!!!!" ... "!!" stands for angry ma .. haiz .. i think i got so angry that all my food i eaten not long ago was vomitted out ... haiz .. including my breakfast .. so for his punishment, i told him to think where and what he want to eat .. i am not going to think .. then he says meet me at tiong bahru there .. i thought he want to go there .. but no .. then he says don't come out of the station .. so well .. i guess he is not going to tb .. so .. in the end i met him at my house station 5th door .. haha .. what e .. i told dear that i vomitted .. then he says nothing special .. haha .. he use dto it le .. he win le loh .. haiz .. and we played a game .. he played cheat !! he ask me to guess where are we going .. he can answer yes or no .. but i ask him the exact location and how many stops ... so i ask him .. "izzit at your ex house?" he says no .. then i ask izzit near her house .. he says what is near .. i says "4 station and below is near .. 4 station and above is far .. so he says near .. i guess pasir ris .. he laugh .. i thought i am right .. but hor .. at tampines station which is where his ex stays he ask me to alight le leh .. so i am right .. then he still act blur blur .. he says .. "i thought this is pasir ris.. but since we got down le .. lets go here bah .." hahahahahahahahaha .. act blur king .. so i am right afterall !! so we went shopping ! haha .. then we two have so much fun wor .. we every week will have so much fun accompanying each other .. then dear still tells me .. time is precious .. haha .. we wanted to watch movie de .. but think for awhile .. hmm .. no movie is interesting de ... anyway .. we went to arcade to play .. haha .. dear wanted to play his professional boomerman .. but too bad .. someone is playing le .. haha .. so he went to play the tank .. haha .. see him play so funny yet angry .. cause so boring !! cause i did not get to play anything .. so i got fed up .. i went to change tokens to play .. so went to play my favourite crazy taxi .. then dear saw me playing .. haha .. he clever .. know i go there and play .. haha .. we challenged each other for the crazy taxi .. see who got the most money .. hahahha .. so fun .. haha .. then we laugh at each other .. haha .. so well .. went to eat seoul garden .. haha .. so full sia .. haha .. but fun lah .. first time eat seoul garden never vomit .. almost lah .. but i went to have a 1 min walk .. then he still scold me bo liao .. then i told him actually i walk is because i feel to vomit le .. but trying not to .. then he says oh .. and ask me to drink water .. haha .. and i found out that dear like to eat raspberry ice-cream .. yupx .. haha .. so i told dear what i had observed .. then he says how many times we eat ice-cream together le .. he win le loh .. actually he told me last time le lah .. haha .. so i still remember loh .. oh ya .. i joked with dear that you want you can call vivian here loh .. then he says really arh .. i call arh .. so i reply .. i don't mind if you see her in front of me .. but you better don't see her behind me back .. haha .. guess dear know what i mean .. he kept quiet after i told me that .. haha .. dear ask me to read og 26 on newpaper .. haha .. the main role leader of girl is call serene wor .. haha .. so funny .. after that, we went to walk walk at the NTUC for awhile loh .. haha .. cause he want to buy things ma .. oh ya .. the cashier girl is call serene see .. haha .. so funny .. know so many serene in one day .. haha .. then dear says see her surname .. it says SERENE SEE .. then he says see what .. haha .. hahaha .. that we board the train .. he let me send him off .. but hor .. i only can send him to the station only .. which is only 1 station away .. haiz .. but we huggie and gave each other kisses on the way there .. haha .. then i tell him to take care and tickle him .. then he says you ........ better study !! and then tickle me .. haha .. haha .. so fun .. and the day had came to the end .. and my exams are on this coming wednesday .. haiz .. well .. dear had never ever fail to cheer me up everytime .. haha .. thanks .. love you alot .. after 8 yrs, we will then walk together and exchange ring .. haha .. cya next week .. muacks .. we like to tickle each other alot .. then hor we like to have small little fights .. haha .. but is play play de .. then so funny .. though on the surface we like fighting, but we are laughing .. haha ..

my surprise for my dear ..

2004-10-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

ok .. it is not really very special for me .. but it is special for my hubby .. cause is his birthday yesterday !! yes .. yesterday on 30th oct 2004 .. whaha .. guess what i did ? i went to pasir ris with a slice of cake with his presents and wait for him at the interchange .. haha .. i asked my mom if i were allowed to do so .. surprise that she actually allowed .. haha .. but she want to accompany me there .. cause so many cases of missing person .. she scared i got lost .. haha .. got so zhun de meh .. haha .. i not rich nor pretty .. who the hell wants to kidnap me away .. haha .. i went there in surprise .. whaha .. but i scared that i go there, he went off le .. haiz .. luckily god bless me .. he never go off !! haha .. instead i am still early .. haha .. i use the estimated time he gave me the night before .. haha .. reach there at around 11pm bah .. then hor i message dear where is he when i have 8 more stops to go .. he says he at the ferry le .. i was like omg !! die le lah .. don't know if can go there on time or not .. on the way there, i was praying real hard that he had not left .. haha .. in order him not to interfere my plan of surprise, i chat with him on the phone .. somehow .. my dear is too clever for me .. he ask me where am i .. of cause i did not want to say lah .. then he says .. ok loh .. i take cab at the SAF ferry terminal there .. haha .. scared me sia .. he hor .. then in the end i have to say loh .. haiz .. in the end, he ate the cake in the cab .. intend to light a candle cause intend to eat at the bus interchange there .. but he .. haiz .. then he fed me ate the cake .. wah liew .. don't know how to feed .. all my mouth is full of cream !! so sweet .. haha .. then gave him all the present .. you guess what !! i got no thank you .. haiz .. as usual .. but nvm lah .. he also very tired le .. so i have a eager heart and mind to meet him the next day .. cause he says he will meet me at 12.30 at my house .. then .. something happened ..

exams,insane,suay,blah blah blah ..

2004-10-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

whaha .. see my title of my blog .. haha .. well .. serious .. i have not been blogged for days .. it is not that i don't want .. it is only that if i blog everyday, i will hence have very little things to write .. though i am online, but i just did not blog .. hey hey .. dear bought me SIMS 2 leh .. yuppy ... he buy original de .. whaha .. so happy sia .. have been playing that for days .. well .. not really that fun .. cause it runs so slow .. then must look at it now and then .. haiz .. or else the house can be on fire .. lolx .. so funny .. ivan says i have gone crazy le .. cause i will talk to my own computer when i am playing .. oh well .. fine .. hha .. cannot deny lah .. haha .. cause it is true .. i will talk to myself .. like a crazy girl .. well ..
what thing happen to me leh .. oh ya .. went to the NATIONAL DENTAL CENTRE on mon bah .. thought i will have my teeth implant le .. but guess what .. nothing was done loh .. i just go there happily .. then i told the dentist that the doctor gave me a letter to ask me to get an x-ray of my jaws .. then she happily sent me over to level 5 to see the specialist of the jaw de .. then went there talk .. haha .. then one conclusion came out .. i have depression .. and he is sending me to see a phycarist .. well well well .. haha .. i am mad .. hey you know what .. the whole thing cost $61 .. wah .. did nothing leh .. haha .. so happily went over to the health promotion board of the child guidance center to book appointment .. and the person tells me earliest is next year jan to feb .. oh well .. so she tell me is i don't mind i can go to the institute of mental health .. omg !! mph !! cannot be kidding right ?!! of cause i reject .. so she gave me tts, sgh, nuh numbers .. and i called up to see which is the earliest .. sgh is the earliest .. 1 dec i will be going there to see the doctor .. haiz .. i was thinking what about mdm long who is a social worker who i had been seeing since last year ?! .. i don't know .. oh ya .. the dentist or so call professor says i need to have medication to control my depression .. oh well .. haha .. what else happen ??
ermmm .. forget le .. try to remember bah .. oh ya .. arguing with dear about his plan on his birthday .. wth .. haha .. i want to bring him to the GK located at taka to eat on his birthday .. yet he says he don't want .. i told him i pay so you gotta follow me .. then he says fine .. i will not follow you even i die .. wth .. then i give up .. then i told him i still got other plans .. he continued .. swensen i also will not go .. haiz .. haiz .. haiz .. nevermind .. still got other plans .. fish & co .. haha .. will bring him there .. you see lah .. where got this kind of person .. bring him eat good food, don't want .. haiz .. then dear told me what to get him for his birthday .. a reversible england jersey .. he told me on last sat .. and immediately i went to queensway to buy .. haha .. i got it !! yuppy !! dear still says sorry that i have to spend so much on his birthday .. haha .. then we bought a cheap casio watch .. $20 .. i pay de .. haha .. so can say i buy de .. i told him when you see this watch must think of me .. haha .. oh ya .. saturday went to his house for steamboat .. oh well .. got prawns,liver,meat ball,fishball, blah blah .. haha .. dear so nice help me cook .. haha .. i just shake leg and can eat le .. but hor . i help him pluck prawn .. haha .. used to it le lah .. haha .. eat so full sia .. then hor .. sunday i met dear to watch WHITE CHICK .. whaha .. so funny .. i kept laughing and laughing .. haha . dear's hands was so chilly at that time in the cinema .. i kept using my hands to keep him warm .. but fail .. ahhahaha .. i cannot like him, put his hand inside my clothes .. haha .. ahha .. i also don't know why, when we always meet, my heart will feel so sweet loh .. haha .. he will not fail to make me laugh everytime .. haha .. he like forever would not run out of joke de .. haha .. hmm ..
talking about his jersey .. ass .. because of it, i got an accident .. hell .. in order to save time, i took a cab there and a cab back .. what e .. went there smoothly .. but came back the taxi got an accident .. hell .. and my legs hurts manz !! what e .. haiz .. so suay .. first time in my entire life i got an accident .. haiz .. luckily i no need to pay for the fare ..
oh well .. dear make me damn freaking pissed off .. i got his afternoon message on tues bah .. got surprised yet damn freaking pissed off .. he wrote :"what are you doing .. don't always play game or sleep .. PIG!" .. what e .. my mood was .. haiz .. i was so pissed off .. he used adrian phone to message .. initially i thought he got no free message .. i reply back scolding him .. i don't care .. i was so angry .. haha .. then at night he says he spot check me .. he lazy to take his phone .. then i still scold him using other phone .. then give him no face .. whaha .. who cares .. is his fault .. in the end he says sorry .. =p hmm .. oh ya .. he very good loh .. he message me on the tues .. asking me to collect monday, tuesday and wednesday newpaper .. wth .. tuesday and wednesday still alright .. monday ?! where the heck am i going to find that ?! haiz .. then ask me to help him tape the soccer match .. and maybe he will come my house this week .. whaha .. he hor .. then just now .. make me so pissed off .. he want to chat with me on the phone .. then i just ask him .. "you miss me arh .. " he reply "no . mouth itchy .. want to scold people.." .. wth .. of cause i reply "forget it" .. don't want to end up quarrelling .. then he no reply .. but in the end he replied .. took so long to reply .. don't know what he doing .. then i ask him he miss me ma .. he says yes ... then after that he says "really miss you so .." ?? haha .. i was thinking could he be talking to other girls .. haiz .. i really don't know .. maybe .. haiz .. miss him but yet have to act like i don't miss him .. haiz ..
oh ya .. in the afternoon, his brother clever .. he ask me to lend him $50 .. wth .. dear birthday this week and i am lack of money le .. how to lend .. reject him directly no good ma .. so i say i go see my acc left how much .. in the end never lend lah .. told dear at night .. he tell me better don't lend him .. haha .. i got no $$ how to lend .. brainless .. haha .. don't know lah .. i want to see dear .. haiz .. dear where are you .. rubbish .. of cause he is at tekong sleeping .. haha .. i am crazy again .. talking to myself ..
anyway .. thats all .. cya .. happy birthday to grace, zhao yuan, amanda, dear, my 2 brothers, my mother, pei ting, blah blah .. so many having birthday on oct .. haha .. luckily did not give everyone present .. haha .. or else sure broke like mad .. haiz .. suddenly remind of my hp bills .. $245 .. have not pay yet .. haiz .. die le lah .. sure kanna cut off the line de .. haiz .. don't know .. id kanna cut off .. i have to pay $250 and the bills i owe .. haiz .. so ke lian .. haiz .. no money .. what to do ?! .. bless me .. haha .. bye ..

(",) THURDAY !!!

2004-10-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

hi there ... i have not blogged for ages le .. though i am online .. whaha .. lazy lah .. but i go tcome to my blog everyday to see who got tag for me so far .. but .. alwayz see none .. which makes me so disappointed sia .. whaha .. thursday le .. which means my mother's long li birthday is tomorrow .. but our family is going to celebrate it today .. cause my mother eating vegeterian tomorrow .. haha .. then my lao pa xia chu .. ahha .. hmmm .. my dad cooks delicious food tonight wor .. got curry chicken, prawn rolls, ee mee, mee hoon .. whaha .. like going to a restaurant to eat worx .. ;) somemore more worth it then eating outside .. though it needs lots of work lah .. whaha .. did a birthday card for my mama .. haha .. hand-made card .. cannot afford to give her present .. so i do her a card .. =p hope she likes it bahz .. haha ..
and dear's birthday is reaching soon le !! omg !! so many birthday for this month .. wah !! zhao yuan, both my second and first brother, my mama, dearie .. wah .. luckily not all i buy presents .. whaha .. only bought for zy and dearie .. and no more $$ to buy le .. hehe .. kinda kind of bad arh .. haha .. i told dear that i saw what i want to buy and give him le .. but i have not even say what i saw, and he says don't want .. dotz .. whaha .. see dear so caring sia .. he says that he don't want me to waste money .. cause i got no money le .. haiya .. nevermind lah .. your birthday should at least get you something ma .. then dear give up .. he says you buy loh .. but i don't know whether he will like anot leh .. i saw a watch at city chain lah .. so beter still, i will bring dear to city chain .. whaha .. then ask him choose loh .. cause he need a watch also mah .. then when he sees the watch, he will think of me .. whahahahahahaha .. then he says he got no chance to get gold for his IPPT le .. cause this saturday is the last IPPT they will be having .. haha .. then he says gold and silver got $100 difference .. he need money cause "someone" ask him to buy diamond ring .. whaha .. which is me lah .. haha .. saw a diamond ring that time with dear .. and he still remembers sia .. so touched .. haha .. really loh .. dear told me a bad news .. his birthday maybe cannot book out le .. haiz .. the stupid sir .. what e .. por dear .. birthday had to be spent inside the small island which is surrounded by jungle .. haha .. haha .. suddenly i thought what happen between him and vivian .. his last year birthday, he actually spend with her on bed .. wth .. then i suddenly wonder did he lied to me which he actually can book out .. but spending with other girls .. i don't know .. but i doubt so bahz .. hope i am wrong .. hope he really cannot book out and not spending with other girls .. haiz .. this weekend going to eat steamboat with his family ... cause dear's birthday ma .. haha .. don't know leh .. i want to buy swensen ice-cream cake for dear leh .. but hor .. his mama is buying .. haiz .. how .. don't know lah .. then he told me a good news .. during depavali, he will have long weekend .. whaha .. he book out on wed .. then book in on thur .. then fri night then book out till monday .. whaha .. dear told me that he will take MC if thurs got nothing on .. haha .. yuppy .. can spend more time with him le .. then dear every night tells me to study but have to sleep by 1am .. haha .. he says when watch tv, flip the book read read .. haha .. dear is so concern about my future sia .. dear i will jiayou de .. he says i look so tired everytime i meet him .. cause i will go his house sleep de .. whaha .. then dear heartache .. haha .. but hor .. i never listen to him by sleeping at 1am .. shhhh .. don't tell him .. or else i gonna get hacked .. haha .. want to see him .. miss him so much .. haha .. nothing else le bah .. oh ya .. the sim card thingie is settled .. haha .. if you all guys still remembered i blogged about the sim card which he fight over his brother de .. yaya .. thats the thing .. whaha ..
acutally quarrelled with my mama not long ago lah .. haha .. was so fed up with her unreasonable .. i locked myself in my room from 6pm to the next day .. she kept knocking my door .. but i did not open cause i ANGRY !! then she went to call for help .. who else ?! my second brother lah .. ask them to come back .. wth .. nevermind .. told my brother about my unhapiness .. then he tell my mama .. then i think my mama knows she is at fault lah .. so she read me a small heart-shape note loh .. haha ..
then i told dear that i am so unhappy about her .. haha .. as i say, i am going to cry .. then dear knows .. he says stop crying lah .. but i insist that i never cry .. then he says stop about to cry .. hahahahahahaha .. dear so funny .. then he says you scold me when i treat my mama like that .. and now you treat your mama like that .. haiz .. then i say i never quarrel with her ok .. i lock myself in my room .. then he says ya .. my brother also did not quarrel with my mama .. he just kept quiet .. so you think he is right lah .. haha .. he win le loh .. so much dao li .. but only he can make me laugh when i am down .. thanks dear .. haha .. though he did not really tells me about his army things very stressed .. but i know he is having alot of pressure .. yet he thinks of ways to hong me kaixin ... haha .. but hor .. when i told him that my ex chasing me and waits for me for 2 years, he got no reaction .. NO reaction ok !!! he just says ok loh you go to him loh .. then i will go to nicole .. DIAOZ ... got so sianz when i see he got no reaction .. then when we hanged, i sms him why he got no reaction .. he says he trust me .. dotz .. what does trust have to do in here .. haiz .. don't know lah .. kinda kind of disappointed loh .. haiz .. then i suddenly remember what dear told me wheni first broke up with him .. he used to say that he have alot of confidence when we are still stead .. then that time, i break up with him, he lost all his confidence .. haha .. i also don't know why suddenly i will think of that leh ..
thats all bah .. haha .. cya folks .. 2 more days to meet dear .. miss him so much .. haiz .. dear i love you .. muacks ..

weekends peeps ..

2004-10-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

had an real enjpyable weekends .. but .. before i enjoy it, i am actually sad and disappointed .. lolx .. curious of why did i say that ? read on and you will find out why .. whaha .. mystery .. no lah ..
SAT
finally it had arrived .. dear can come out only at 2.30pm .. it may seems quite early compared to other days of his booked out time .. but and however .. i have been waiting since 10am .. i also don't know why .. whenever on what day when i meet dear, i will wake up very early .. automatic de .. whaha .. he is my alarm clock .. lolx .. then .. waiting for his message while playing the game mentioned in the earlier blog .. whaha .. tick tock tick tock .. finally he sms me le !! whaha !! i almost jumped up .. also don't know why as if never see him before .. crazy fellow .. haha .. meeting him at 3.30pm .. haiz .. so late leh !! i want to see him earlier .. but .. no choice lah .. then off i go happily .. when i about to reach the MRT, i suddenly remember that ... I FORGET TO BRING DEAR'S COMIC !!!!!! omg !!! gonna be killed .. haiz .. wanted to go back .. but if i go back, i will be late for sure .. then i hack care, went to the MRT ... i sms dear say that i forget to bring his comic .. he then sms me:go and take now lah .. stupid fool .. haiz .. i am being called a stupid fool .. but nevermind lah .. treat it as a joke being said .. so i went back .. omg !! waste money .. went in for 5 mins and out again .. haiz .. the happiness come le .. we went jurong point to shopping and watch movie .. whaha .. so long never watch movie le .. the feeling given to me, was not like we have been together for 1 year le .. feeling so happy .. whaha .. flying in the air le .. we joked and play around loh .. haha .. so funny .. i saw a $6.50 ice-cream leh !! i ask dear to buy for me .. he say ok .. but .. i must answer his IQ question first .. i thought should be quite easy what .. obviously i agree immediately lah .. who knows the IQ question is a dumb ad lame question .. cause when dear tell me the answer, i reacted "huh?! how can it be!!"then i blur blur de .. haha .. i was being asked a total of 5 questions .. and you know what, i got no questions right !! wah !! dumb dumb girl .. haha .. went to the food court to eat .. dear so funny .. he see my rings (one on the right and one on the left), then he says about the day on our anniversary.. "got 2 rings sia ..", "na, give you one loh .." ,"thought you wear other ring" .. lolx .. i was laughing .. then dear says "i told you before that every half a year, i will give you a ring de mah. 6 months: 1 ring, 1 year: 1 ring, 1 and a half years: 1 ring, 2 years: 1 ring, 2 and a half years: 1 ring, blah blah blah .. by the time, toe ring i also give you le .. " lolx .. dear so funny sia .. we both laugh and laugh .. whaha .. went to NTUC to buy things .. was not feeling well around NTUC there le .. but still accompany dear in .. see i so good .. dear scared i like want to faint, he hold me so tied .. haha .. then hug me so tight .. lolx .. he buy pork,vegtables,longan,blah blah .. so much nice food .. i was thinking "haiz .. don't have my share .." cause dear says don't meet me on sunday .. he want me to study for my monday exam .. in around 10 mins later, was having a bad headache le .. haiz .. then abit fever le .. haiz .. so ke lian .. haha .. the whole day was gone just like that .. we took 30 and went home .. when reach his house, i wanted to go down with him to take 143 mah .. so i stand up .. then dear says "sit down and take till harbourfront and change" .. oh ya hor .. blurie me, 30 can take to there hor .. haha .. talk to dear for the whole night leh .. he promised me that he will come my house on sunday if i tell him something .. so i told him and then asked tommorrow how .. he says he tired !! see how !! what e .. did not keep his promise !! was so fed up with him !! in my heart i was hoping that he will come tomorrow by giving me a surprise .. haiz ..
SUN
wake up at 10am .. cause i scared later dear will come mah .. then i online and saw him online .. what e .. i knew that he wun come le .. got so disappointed .. haiz .. then i sms him how .. he really says he never come .. haiz .. i scolded him .. what e .. you promised that you will come and now you here tell me that you don't want to come !! what e .. then he message says you come my house what .. i shocked .. i replied huh .. coming you house ? huh .. he then messaged back huh .. you reach my house at 1.30 understand ? then i got the whole picture .. he wants me to go his house .. what e .. nvm lah .. so i replied yes sir !! he then say good .. haha .. so funny .. planned to buy him his favourite cha keow tiao .. and my lunch as well .. but who knows .. when i reached his house and at his room door .. guess what i saw .. 2 plates of food, 1 bowl of soup and 2 cups of longan !!!!! omg !!! food !! arg !!! i thought his mother bought my lunch le .. haiz .. got kinda kind of disappointed .. went in his room and have a longer look .. oh .. the food is not buy de .. is home-cooked food .. dear cook de !!! whaha !! got spagette noodles, 2 pork steak,fries ... wow .. so many .. then i and dear say and think alike .. "this food how?" (taking out my food i have bought) .. haha .. dear's cooking so nice sia .. but not as nice as mine .. haha .. bhb .. but it is really nice lah .. ate so full loh .. dear not full leh .. cause after eating his cooking, he still eat the cha keow tiao .. haha .. but my "zhu zha tang" haiz .. was in a waste, gave his parents to eat in the end . haha .. then you know what his father says ? he says"next time, want to buy more expensive food .." hahaha .. lolx .. so funny sia .. i and his family can get along quite well lah .. oh ya .. the problem occuring between him and his brother .. still yet to be solved .. haiz .. they still having cold war .. but no fight .. first time see them so fierce .. haha .. they almost fight .. his brother lah .. dear was talking to him nicely .. but his brother shout "you want to take what ?! take lah !" his brother want to fight like that .. omg !! but their mother was in between them lah .. acting like a wall .. then i am holding dear's hand .. haha .. reminding him what he promised not to fight with his brother .. haha .. dear still hide the computer's wire .. haha .. don't let his brother .. then i tell dear that i thought you say will only punish your brother for one week which is last week .. why you punish him again .. then he says you never hear his tone towards his mother .. is it right for him to do that .. oh ya .. he was simply impolite towards his mother .. haha .. so dear says punish him for another week .. lolx .. then we hand in hand happily go to JE .. haha .. but .. in the MRT, he so cool .. never talk to me . i wanted him to hold my hands .. but he never .. haiz .. but when i am about to reach my house station, he held my hands and gave me a kiss .. whaha .. my face went red sia .. haha .. so funny ..
THE END
thats all for the weekend .. haha .. so short yet sweet .. haha .. was able to meet dear for 2 days .. yes and we are getting stronger and stronger .. whaha .. muacks for dear .. whaha ..

fun games available ..

2004-10-17T13:21:00.000+08:00

hey guys .. i have been introduced to this 2 games .. they are about the same .. but one is in chinese and one is in english wor .. damn damn hard .. maybe to me who have low IQ will not be able to solve it that easy .. shall give a small description about the game ..
introduction of the ENGLISH VERSION:
you are in a locked room .. and you have to get out of the room with the clue provided .. the clue consist of sounds made, items being collected .. you have to think hard .. this is the website of the english version de .. http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/viridian/index_e.php .. just go and have a play .. interesting and nice .. don't give up on the game though it is hard .. you maybe like me wanting o give up in the middle cause it is simply too difficult .. but think twice .. if you still want to give up, think again .. if you still want to give up, you could probably go for the URL for help .. http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=wiselymook&b=4&f=1097598424.jpg&p=88 it is the help for the english version game ..
introduction of the CHINESE VERSION:
you peeps may find the chinese version familiar .. ya .. you are right .. it is almost the same as the english wan loh .. okok .. but the sad thing is there is no game guide or help avaiable for this game .. whaha .. so really have you think for yourself .. the URL is http://games.tom.com/download/mini/20040422/scs2.html feel free to play ..
if you got any problems, feel free to ask me .. hope i can or able to help you out .. anyway .. i am at the end of the english version still yet to be solved .. haha .. and the chinese version about to be done .. haha .. see whether you can beat me .. whaha .. =p

history (",)

2004-10-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

have been reading all my past blogs entries .. got so many gan chu .. hahaha .. but however when i read the sad part of what happen to i and dear, it is no longer the sad thing .. cause i never cry .. then i suddenly think that we have slowly support each other to grow up step by step .. thats part and parcel of life .. everybody will reach till this stage .. it is only time matter .. i remember how we quarrel .. how i misunderstood him which led to a quarrel .. haha .. but thats the past, wil no longer occur .. cause i and dear have learnt to compromise .. whaha .. and not to let and let .. which is no good to a relationship ... cause you never say out what you disagree of and just agree .. in the end or sooner you cannot tahan .. then volcano erupt le .. whaha .. nono .. i and dear had so much of history and places of history le .. whaha .. going back there, will remind me of what happen .. then, there will have a nice waterfall .. whaha .. we are going stronger each day .. cannot be denied .. right dear ? hope we will just go on and on smoothly ...

sobx sobx ..

2004-10-15T16:37:00.001+08:00

again .. my plan for my dear birthday is ruin by .. his idiotic sir .. what e .. haiz .. dear told me yesterday a bad news that his birthday he could only book out at 6+pm .. what e .. which means .. i could only celebrate his birthday at night .. and which means his family the steamboat want would not be held on that day .. which means i cannot deliver the cake to his house as a surprise for him .. which means i got to ...... think the plan over again !! what e .. i have been thinking and changing .. cause the plan is not going to be successful .. this is the forth time i am planning .. what e .. why can't i plan and think and held it successfully .. why must it always ruin my plan .. omg .. my dear also says that i am so ke lian .. haha .. my birthday went to smoothly .. while his .. haiz .. kinda kind of sad .. maybe we leave to heaven and decide what should we do bah .. haha .. oh ya .. thinking of his house steamboat .. dear says maybe we could arrange it earlier .. means a week later we eat steamboat with his family .. if thats the case, i got to discuss with his mother about the birthday cake ... haha .. which means i will ask the person to deliver the cake to his house next week .. whaha .. i also don't know leh .. must discuss with his mother first .. called dear's house so many times, wanted to speak to his mother .. but his brother always answer the phone .. haiz .. then i cannot talk to his mother .. sobx .. see how bah .. hope will have a 100% successful plan bah ... whaha .. :D

so what ..

2004-10-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

so what ..

2004-10-15T16:22:00.001+08:00

wow .. a week had just gone past like that .. whosh .. and it is gone .. haha .. my practical science exam is on next monday !! omg !!!!! well, am i really prepared for my exams ??!! no !!! not at all ! ahh !!! i should have been studying for my practical now instead of blogging and playing my computer !! even dear also want me to study .. cause he say that we would not meet on sunday loh .. cause he want me to study mah .. haiz .. see .. when dear also anxious for me .. haha .. initiall i did not know that physics practical can study de .. haha ... then dear tell me say actually must study the basic and formula ... at least after i had done my experiment, i can calculate and double check my answer .. whaha .. i did not know that .. now come and think about it .. so what if i know what should study .. i did not even bother to study .. crap !! i guess even when i know exactly what questions and what answers will come out, i would not even get a full mark . cause i did not even bother !! wtf !! maybe i should not retake my o level this year .. maybe i should have gone for ITE last year, and maybe i would have achieved something by now .. haiz .. all is too late .. if i did not pass my exam this year, guess i will hence focus my energy on my job .. through there, maybe i would slowly grow .. haha .. some people will excel in academic while others will excel in work area .. maybe i am one of them who excel in work area .. cause i like to work .. whaha .. i am mad .. but obviously i will study and pass my o level if can lah .. or else dear will be disappointed with me once again le .. haiz .. i cannot imagine what reaction will he give when i take my result next year .. haiz .. a face of disappointment bah .. haiz .. haiz .. i hope the day just would not come .. haiz .. i don't know what i want .. if i know, i would have already trying to achieve it .. but .. haiz .. all i know is to play and play .. haiz .. what the heck .. so what if i am scolding myself here and i know i am simply at fault .. but i just could not change !! what e ... haiz .. maybe i should have stop studying and go out to work since last year i know i had failed my exam .. maybe ..

so what ..

2004-10-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

touched !!!

2004-10-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

at 11.30pm i got my best present ever !! nothing really special happen .. but .. it actually touched my heart till i cried !! you know what ?! i suddenly unexpectedly receive dear's call .. i though haiya, he call to chat de lah .. but no !! he called just to say .. "happy anniversary to you .. 1 yr le ma .. should at least say to you .. then he says take care of yourself .. please don't be sick for the next few weeks .. cause you have exams on 18 .. must take care of yourself .. then sleep early .. study in the morning and afternoon .. not at night .. if you can go to poly, you want anything i buy for you .. but not car lah .. you want car, i buy toy car .. " wah .. just a few simple and normal sentence make me cried .. haiz .. i also don't know why .. haiz. . am i useless ??????? what make me cry ?? i don't know .. got to go .. cya .. buaiz .. dear happy anniversary .. opps .. i suddenly remembered that i never even say happy anniversary to dear !! haiz ..

fierce, fierce, fierce

2004-10-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

saw my dear fierce fierce looks !! wah .. the look can really gobble people up loh !! really !! luckily is not me who make him sooooooooooooooooooo fire up .. he is so much fiercer then that time at the harbourfront when he scolded me !! wah !! haiz .. i recall back le, also scared scared loh .. haiz .. really loh .. he was so fierce that i cried .. really loh .. first time got so scared .. what really happen leh ?? hmm .. it is between his brother and him lah .. the story begin .. his army cannot receive STARHUB line .. only M1 and singtel line can receive loh .. then somemore his brother is taking the M1 line loh .. so he want to exchange the line with his brother .. but his brother die also don't want loh .. then, he warned him and say last warning le .. want to give me the sim card or not !! .. wah .. his brother damn bloody stubborn leh .. die die also don't want to hand over .. oh ya .. for additional information .. due to his stubborness, dear has already cut off his number .. so he got the sim card but no number loh .. how kan but bu ke yi yong .. haha .. ok .. serious tone .. then his brother die also don't want to give in abit .. give the card will die .. stubborn loh !! then dear got so fired up .. he beat his brother .. is really beat loh .. but luckily got me and his dad there .. so the situation not that bad when he first time beat .. omg !!! i got stunned !! then his brother still buay zi dong .. still don't give .. still dare my dear to beat him !! wah .. then dear more fired up .. haiz ... then his father actually want to give dear money to get a new sim card .. but he don't want .. cause he don't want to waste money .. cause can get teh sim card from his brother .. haiz .. but .. he don't want !! wtf !! if i am dear, i will also got fed up ... well .. his brother wanted to go out loh .. but dear of cause don't allow lah .. then he stop him loh .. but his brother die also want to go out loh .. omg !! then the real fight start le !!!!! he start whacking him le !! omg !! and got blood !! wah !! haiz .. then his father pull dear away .. i try to calm him down .. but never really interfere lah .. later he also scold me !! haha !! then his brother stay and lock in his parent's room .. lolx .. then soon with me around, he got calm down .. haha .. BHB .. :P then dear huggie me .. so i huggie him tight .. i tell him to cool down .. i was too scared that i cried .. that dear says don't cry .. wipe of your tears .. go and wash your face .. so i went loh .. but today dear is really very fierce .. i never ever see such a fierce person before .. lolx .. then i joked with dear .. luckily not me .. if me, what wil you do .. haha .. he says you arh .. scold loh .. but if is weiying, blah blah blah, i bu she de, so i rape them .. haha ..
wah .. dear very heartless leh .. he pluck out the computer wire .. and his house telephone wire also !! and he hide it !! wah .. somemore he mix his modem wire anyhow !! omg !! somemore he deleted his brother's girlfriends data, report of her project and her project away !! and all the songs away !! omg !!! then somemore he wore his brother's shoe to army !!! omg !! that means .. his brother got 1 week cannot play computer,1week cannot go out, and when his gf ask him to print out the documents, she or he will die .. but if his bro want to go out, can .. wear his slippers everyday loh .. or can wear his lousy basketball shoes which is black le .. haha .. then he says if he can find out or buy the wire, nvm .. let him figure out loh .. and so what if he can use .. all the songs are gone, his documents are gone also loh .. wah ... heartless .. luckily he not my brother sia .. haha ..

oh my god !!!

2004-10-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

well .. today is i and my dear 1 yr anniversary le .. haha .. so fast sia .... we both old le .. hahahahha .. we meet at 1 pm at city hall MRT loh .. my dear is late !! haiz !!!! but nvm lah .. haha .. i thought he will give me a bounquet of flowers today loh .. but ... nah, i did not give any in the end loh .. expected lah .. as usual lah .. haha .. then he finally came .. haiz .. i saw his bare hands without any thinks expect a newspaper loh .. haiz .. got so disappointed sia .. then ..... the surprise came !!!

dear move his hands in front of me .. i saw 2 rings on his hand sia .. initially i thought he bought other ring to wear .. haiz .... so i tell dear "wah, two rings sia" .. then he suddenly say "nah .. for you de loh" .. haha .. i saw like .. huh ?!! for me ?!! got so shocked .. haha .. did not really expect loh .. i keep asking dear where and when he go and buy de .. he die also don't say .. he always gave me 1 lame answer .. "i do in tekong de loh .. tekong got those metal for me to burn and mould into ring loh .." lame right ?! -_-"" haha .. then finally he gave in .. he say acutally he bought it yesterday night le .. i was like .. huh ?! when did you have time to buy it ? he says"people still sms me where are you?" haha .. yuan lai, he went to buy the ring then so late come back de !! but i cannot think how can the person do so fast de loh .. it at least need a day or so to do .. then dear say he pay the person more to get it done fast loh !! wah .. pay extra money leh .. haiz .. haiyo .. i misunderstood dear le !! so shocked !! then initially in my mind, i think "only a ring .. haiz .. nothing else .." but while on my way home, i think and think .. if he buy 1 ring for $45, then he will pay total of $90 !!! wah .. cause got include his ring also mah .. wah !! $90 !! omg !! so much .. so in the end, he pay more money then me !! whaha !! in addition to the ring, we went to eat the kenny roger at suntec city worx .. $10.50/person loh .. so he pay $21 bah .. in a total is $111 !!! omg !! he had spent so much le !! wah !! i know dear's money not easy to earn de .. dear thanks !!

well, dear bought a bag today !! the bag is $70 sia !! the brand is puma mah .. he buy the bag because he can use when he book in loh .. will update later why he can use the bag to book in le .. hmm, the bag not easy to find man !! he walk from the whole suntec to the whole of far east shopping centre .. the far east shopping centre is walk and walk loh .. haiz .. walk until my leg got blisters le .. haha .. then dear says rest for awhile loh .. haha .. so we sat down and rest loh .. today so tired loh .. haha .. actually nothing special really happen lah ..

oh ya, just read nicole's blog !! today is monkey birthday .. haha .. actually i know le lah .. she told me le ma .. then i found out what she gave monkey as a surprise .. wah !! same with my intention leh !! i also want to surprise my dear with the same plan .. why same ?? not only the movement same, location also same, restaurant also same, cake also the same !! wah !!! everythink same leh !!! hahaha .. so concidence sia !! but i wun say out what plan lah .. haha .. i think dear aga aga will guess what i want to do le .. cause i dumb dumb and ask him .. i ask will you be happy or angry if suddenly you eat halfway, a cake pop out .. haha .. then he says he will be angry loh .. haha .. so .. i think i better think of a back up plan le !! whaha !!! well, suddenly think that he actually want to eat the restaurant at taka .. 1 person for around $30+ .. ok lah .. cause intend to spend $200 loh .. so alright bah .. then will also buy a present for him loh .. what should i buy ??? i don't know leh .. haha .. want to buy a watch for him cause he need to use in the army loh .. but .. will it be too late by the time his birthday come ? i don't know leh .. i must really plan what to buy le loh .. haha .. cause i will only have $200 to spend for his birthday .. hmmm .. will use some time to plan bah .. but will plan fast !! will search for present le !! whaha !! i must do something special so that dear will not know !!! whaha !!! what leh ?!!! i don't know .. haha ..

oh ya .. forgot to mention something unimportant .. haha .. just now when my dear and i went to take bus, he was checking his wallet whether he got bring the pass or not .. then i saw something !! our photo not inside !!! i got so sad .. so i got sian immediately !! he also clever sia .. he sing "wei she me wo men the photo bu zai my wallet .." hahaha .. he was singing "dou jiang you tiao" ma .. then suddenly he sing that .. haha .. i was .. huh ?! got this kind of song wan meh ?? such a dumb dumb girl .. then he look at me .. ahha .. then i dumb dumb and got what he meant le .. haha .. because he is correct mah ... so i kept quiet act like wrong .. haha .. then he act blur says want to see my wallet ? i act blur say see for what .. ahah .. then he says don't know who is this dumb dumb girl .. haha .. then i look and i saw our photo !! haha .. yuan lai he got put our photo inside !! whaha .. bei wu long .. haha .. so funny .. today we play and play .. haha .. hao en ai de couple wor .. haha .. he wear the new ring at the second last finger leh !! haha .. y ou know when people marry .. yaya .. haha .. cause normally the old ring,he wear middle finger de ... haha .. so happy .. so fast the day is going to end le .. haiz ..

tired ~~~

2004-10-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

when i am typing this blog .. i am totally out of energy .. why ? cause i just cooked finish for my dear !haiz .. totally exhausted .. haiz .. what did i cook ?? well, ball fried rice .. haha .. curious what is it ? it is actually fried rice but in round shape .. then i deep fried it with the bread crumps around it loh .. haha .. i ate one just now .. so yummy !! haha .. i can sell le .. got the idea from channel u last week .. haha .. dear requested that he want to eat mah .. so i cook loh .. not easy leh .. took 2 hours to cook .. start cooking at 5.30pm .. in addition, i add another dish of "sweet and sour meat" .. dear like to eat that mah .. so i cook .. haha .. give him a surprise loh .. haha .. hope he will like it .. initially i thought will be too much le, but in the end .. haha .. i think i one person can eat everything le loh .. haha .. hhaha .. luckily my mom got help me .. guide me through loh .. she just say should do this first, do that later .. blah blah blah .. i think without her guidance, i will be in a big mess le .. haha .. later gonna ask dear to message for me .. haha .. too tired loh .. haha .. hope he will like it .. first time spend so much effort to cook for my boyfriend sia .. haha .. but nvm lah .. i willingly de lah .. i wonder what will he cook for me later loh .. haha .. maybe maggie mee .. hahaha .. hahaha .. used to it le lah .. haiz .. talking about my cooking .. my mother insist of putting it in a nice pot .. omg !!! she says later dear's family thought i got no pot at home de .. haiz .. so in the end, i put in the pot loh .. haha ...... so hungry leh .. but got to wait to reach until dear's house then can eat .. sobx .. i scared by the time i reach there, i hunger to death le .. haha ..
sunday is the day !! it had finally arrived !! i am so so happy .. happiest gal in the world loh .. haha .. i wonder will dear buy me present ?? haiz .. it seems that don't have loh .. haiz .. so i expect is don't have de lah .. though i say i expect but in the end if i really never receive the present, i will be very sad .. haha .. hope bah .. haiz .. suddenly feel to cry .. but .. wun cry !! i also don't know why .. haha .. maybe i too excited and happy le .. haha .. act as if my wedding anniversary .. lolx ... i am crazy ... well i think i better gonna get prepared le .. will take a cab to dear's house loh .. haha ... cya .. bless me that dear will like my cooking .. haha ..

so long no blog .. got miss me ? lolx ..

2004-10-05T13:41:00.000+08:00

i am here !! hi everyone !! its been a long time ever since i have blogged .. well .. my dear had been posted to CHARLIE company !! lolx .. you know charlie brown the charlie ?? hahahahahha ... then dear says charlie angel .. lolx .. haha .. yesterday wait for his call until my hair white le .. but don't really expect him to call bah .. maybe he is busy for his 1st day loh .. then he finally call leh !! was so delighted !! but there's a bad news,dear's starhub line cannot use .. haiz .. he have to climb to the 5th floor to call .. haiz .. thats kinda kind of sad lah .. then he used his friend hp to call me loh .. haha .. so we still got chat for awhile bah .. but not very long .. cause his fren's hp mah .. haiz .. then he says maybe will exchange the plan with his brother loh .. cause m1 mah .. if thats the case,i can put his name as under the "most call person about the m1 service" .. haiz .. but too bad .. just called up to the m1 customer service hotline .. haiz .. he says i can change plan but if i change to the suntalk student plan,it means i am downgrading loh .. haiz .. then i have to pay $20 loh .. haiz .. thinking should i change or not .. haiz .. the plan seems not bad loh .. but .. haiz .. don't know leh ..
oh ya a very bad news .. haiz .. my father has been admitted to hospital again .... haiz .. he had been admitted yesterday loh .. haiz .. kinda kind of sad .. then quarrel with my mom .. nevr talk to her .. my family is in a mess now le .. haiz .. i want to move house to give myself some quiet peace and moments .. haiz .. i feel so lost .. haiz .. yesterday chat with my sis in law .. she ask me why i never tell dear about my problems .. but how do i say out ?????? the army had already given him enough stress !! how can i add more stress to him !! i can't !!! haiz .. then my brother tell me to tolerate my parents .. ok loh .. don't mind to tolerate .. i cannot throw temper at my parents cause they are my parents .. i also cannot throw temper at my dear .. cause he is only my boyfriend and i don't want him to think that i am unreasonable loh .. haiz .. i have to tolerate this and that .. where can i vent ?!!!!!!! no where loh !! my parents not happy can scold me, my dear not happy can scold me .. but i not happy can scold who ?!! no one !!! i could simply do nothing !! all his my fault !! ok !! fine !!
even my dear who does not meet me everyday and knows me for only 1 year, he also understand me and know that i am actually sick loh .. what about the woman who is my mom who knows me for 18 years and see me everyday ! does she knows that i have sick for very long ?? does she knows that i have asthma now and then !! no she doesn't .. when i see the doctor, who is always by my side .. my dad !! not her !! why does my dad alwayz accompany me ?? haiz .. does she knows that when my dad everytime admit to hospital how sad am i .. how much i miss my dad .. no he does not !!! does she knows that actually i do care for her !! i even ask my brother to bring her for a full body check up .. don't alwayz focus on my dad .. does she knows that ?!! no, she doesn't !! does she knows that almost everyday i will shed tears in my room !! no she does not know ! why ?! most of the mother and daughter can communicate very well .. but why we can't .. haiz .. why does she alwayz think that i am wrong and she is right all the time !! i am so lost now loh .. haiz .. really loh .. haiz .. is my brother who tell me that i have no $$ must tell my parents and get from them .. i ask le .. what did i get ?? though in the end she got give .. but she nag and complain ! i got frustrated le loh .. who will be happy about that ?? nobody loh ..
what i am glad of is i have my dear by my side .. i know no matter what, he will stand by me .. though he may not know what happen, but at least he understand that i am actually unhappy about my dad admit hospital loh !! at least he got comfort me .. though he sometimes give me attitude .. haiz .. nvm lah .. i really don't know what to do ..
anyone know got any flat or room to rent out ? please inform me .. i want to rent a room .. haiz .. i don't know !! if i tell my dear that i want to rent a room, he will think that i am unreasonable .. he will think that wh i cannot try to tolerate !! haiz .. all is my fault !! fine !!

why does good time flies so fast ..

2004-10-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

its just a normal sunday today .. but .. to me and my dear is not a normal sunday .. cause dear is going back to tekong tomorrow early in the morning le .. haiz .. though before dear's P.O.P, we have used to it le .. of only meeting each other for 1 day for the week, but we feel kinda kind of teary loh .. which means sad .. haiz .. at first i am alright loh .. then deary sms me says .. "you take care .. i have to go in back liao .. have a wonderful week .. thanks .." omg !! when i see this, i feel so sad, my eyes were teary immediately loh .. haiz .. feel so sad loh .. today is the last day deary can really play and relax loh .. haiz .. his future days will be tougher then before .. haiz .. so bu she de .. haiz .. good times really flies so fast .. the good days are ending .. and tougher days are approaching .. haiz .. but thats life !! everyone got to go through that .. haiz .. through all this, people will grow and become close .. watching the cancer charity show while typing this blog, haiz .. the mediacorp artists were so great !! wah !!! got touched .. haiz ..
to my dear: i have a wonderful time for the whole week .. enjoyed myself alot .. hope you will like what i gave you for the present today for next week occassion .. it may not be very expensive but its my sincere thoughts and heart of buying and giving you .. though you know what i gave you le, but as long as you like it can le .. dear .. no matter how hard your life in army will be, i will alwayz stay by your side .. though i may not be physically by your side and support you .. but my mind and soul and effort will be beside you forever ..

sweet sweet sweet .. thanks !!

2004-10-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

well well well .. i am practically unwell for a week .. but .. today don't know why feel so weak lohz .. haiz .. then dear also can see that i am very sick lohz .. so after shopping with him at ORCHARD, went to his house to .. sleep .. haha .. on the way to his house,i slept on his nice and comforty shoulder .. haha .. feel so comfortable and sweet sia .. haha .. then he hug me and we sleep together .. lolx .. haha .. then he let me sleep while he went to play basketball loh .. but .. i don't know and how i got woke up .. so .. i saw him just in time when he is about to go out to play le .. haha .. i ask him where is he going, he told me that he is playing basketball then will go and play table tennis with jiehao .. and he ask me to continue to sleep until i got better than go and find him loh .. oh well .. after he gone, i went back to his room to continue and sleep .. haha ... i think i sleep for an hour or so bahz .. at around 7 got woken up by don't know what again .. haha .. so i went to find him loh .. saw him play basketball, he like so shack .. haiz .. sobx .. ke lian .. i felt so tired loh .. really leh .. so didn't really see him play bah .. but i know alot of people are playing today .. haiz .. then finally dear play finish le and he went to the toilet .. so i went to the toilet to find him .. then he ask me how am i feeling .. i say not well .. haiz .. then somemore my eyes are swollen when i woke up just now .. i also don't know why .. so dear says he talk to jiehao for awhile then will go home le .. and he ask me why don't sleep more .. why so early wake up .. so i told him that i have sleep for 1 hour le, then somemore he not there and i will feel paisei de mah when i sleep alone .. haha .. went back to his house again .. after eating a packet of fried rice, i slept again .. haah .. dear ask me to sleep de .. so i guai guai sleep loh .. haha .. at 10pm, dear squeezed my bum and ask me to wake up .. haha .. actually i not 100% sleep lah .. so when he squeezed, i wake up immediately loh .. then dear ask me me to go home le .. i really do't feel to go home leh .. haha .. then dear joke with me and says i shall call your mom and tell her that her daughter don't want to go home .. haha ..wah .. dear ask me to take a cab home sia .. he says very late le .. haha .. 10 only leh .. haha .. nvm lah .. then dear ask me to sleep at 12 cause he saw my eyes having very dark circles loh .. hhaha .. dear today whole day so caring and sweet sia ..
dear .. thanks for being so caring today .. haha .. i know you still think you are in a bad luck .. however, you still took great care of me .. though you didn't help me to put cold towel on my head, but nvm lah .. cause i know even if it is you having fever, you also wouldn't put on your own head .. haha .. but you gave me eat medicine and ask me to sleep .. haha .. thanks dear .. lup you .. enjoy your night at your cousin house playing PS2 bahz .. keke .. muacks .. miss me worx .. haha .. tomorrow never meet you also good lah .. cause going to buy your present .. hahahahah .. wondering will you buy me presents and card .. haiz .. i don't know .. you are right loh .. everything have to leave to fate .. you yuan you fen .. right .. haha .. nitez dear .. though i have not sleep, but say a good nite to you ..
haha .. you got a keyboard without any spoilt keys .. but it cannot be used .. hahaha .... so still useless having the keyboard loh .. haha .. i see whether can or not, i help you get a keyboard bah .. keke ..

afternoon ..

2004-10-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

met dear at 2 in the afternoon at my MRT loh .. i went to find him at his usual spot .. but he was not there .. so i thought haiya, he late again !! dumb dumb .. then i about to sms him, i saw his hairy legs .. haha .. so i though chey .. yuan lai he is hiding here loh .. haha .. i don't know where he want to go also loh .. haha .. so i ask him where you want to go, he says sun plaza at sembawang .. i thought real want loh .. so i react:"huh?!! sembawang ?!! you siao arh !!" then he says orchard la .. dumb dumb alwayz play around .. haha .. he bought2 shirt today sia .. i think he spend $70 on the 2 shirts bah .. omg !! so much .. but he like can le lah .. haha .. so never really say anything loh .. wanted and thought of buying the basketball pants .. but .. never saw it .. haha .. so nvm bah .. tomorrow shall go and buy .. cause next week is the day le !! i know weekdays i wouldn't have time to buy .. so shall go tomorrow .. haha .. hmm .. wanted to say something .. but i forget what le .. now my mind and heart is smiling sia ..
want and hope to go to malaysia with dear .. but he says he army cannot go .. haiz .. so sad .. nvm .. got chance de .. right .. feeling quite nice for yesterday and today .. haha .. cya ..

bad bad bad ..

2004-10-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

haiz .. i spilt water on dear's keyboard !! arg !! haiz .. but accidentally de mah .. cannot blame me loh .. haiz .. then dear scold and scold .. so fierce .. haiz .. but .. i am not angry that he so fierce neither am i so sad that i cried .. though i am sad .. then darling use the hair dryer and make it dry loh ... and he dumb dumb .. put the hair dryer on the keyboard !! and after awhile, his mom helped him to dry .. then she found out that the key are spoilt !! lolx .. why .. cause they had melt .. haiz .. poor dear .. no keyboard to use .. feel so guilty .. haiz .. i can see that he is so sian .. then he still keep saying me .. haiz .. then i getting more sad .. and he saw it .. then he ask me why .. i say i already say sorry le ma and you still scold me .. then i cried .. haiz .. first time asking me not to cry .. hahahaha .. last time he used to let me cry .. haha .. ahha .. then ask me to wash the face .. so went to wash loh .. then come back still say me .. haiz .. of cause still sad lah .. then he pull lightly my hair and says "ok lah .. don't cry le lah" .. hahha .. then he sayang me .. lolx .. haha .. then he ask me to go back at 9pm .. i never feel angry or sad leh !! surprise worx !! i asked him, why i have to go back at 9 .. then he told me that i am sick, and he want me to rest early .. so sweet and caring of dear .. whaha .. so i say ok loh .. haha .. don't why today i feel to huggie him the whole day .. haha .. soon it is 9 le .. i got to go le .. but .. my legs and hands were sweating .. so i air it .. then dear says you don't play play arh .. don't want to go home izzit .. haha .. i say no loh .. then soon, i say i go le .. he didn't send me home today lah .. cause he no mood loh .. i can see loh . he says he bad luck today .. but i wondering .. he got win $2 at mahjong how come will be bad luck .. then .. he sms me and told me the truth .. he actually lost $100 !!!!!! wahhhhh !! $100 leh !! don't know how to comfort him .. haiz .. want to lighten his burden .. but .. i have limits loh .. haiz .. i will try not to spend his money often le lah .. will try to help him to save loh .. haha ..try my best bah .. feel so useless loh .. haiz .. oh ya .. so funny !! while i was waiting for the bus, i saw dear's head out of the window !! whaha !! lolx !! he scared i faint or kanna kidnapped .. haha .. he so caring .. haha .. i feel not angry at all leh !! don't know why .. haha ..

haiz .. soon dear's 10 days leave is finishing soon le .. haiz .. how i hope he can extend .. haha .. but too bad lah .. oh ya .. dear told me that tekong he still have to chiong sua de .. sayang dear .. you must be very tiring .. haiz .. nvm .. ur dear dear will help you to message de .. haha ..we today so nice nice hor .. managed to clear up today .. though i ask alot alot of questions .. haha .. like cannot ask finish de .. lolx .. haha .. meeting you tomorrow worx .. so happy ... though cannot meet you on sun, you don't want ma .. but .. nvm lah .. miss you alot .. want to see you as much as possible lah .. dear i know you love me alot .. but you just expressed in different ways only .. so, next time try to be nicer to me .. haha .. =P

at dearie's house

2004-10-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

once reach dear's house saw him sleeping le .. PIG !! haha .. then see his sleeping face, so cute !!!! whaha !!!! gave dear many kisses on the face .. haha .. don't know leh .. feel to kiss him bah .. haha .. then i think my pressure when i kiss his cheek quite obvious lah .. cause dear got woken up by my kisses !! ahah .. then he ask me to close the door and went back to sleep !! -_-" haha .. nvm lah .. don't know why today i not angry when he sleep leh .. haha .. then i played his computer .. haha .. then saw his schedule of his posting !! and you know what .. after the table of his posting, there's a sentence like this "for more information, please scroll down" .. then i thought what thing .. haha .. soooo .. i scrolled down .. you know what i see ?!!! a big sorry i am not beside you yesterday and a bonce reach dear's house saw him sleeping le .. PIG !! haha .. then see his sleeping face, so cute !!!! whaha !!!! gave dear many kisses on the face .. haha .. don't know leh .. feel to kiss him bah .. haha .. then i think my pressure when i kiss his cheek quite obvious lah .. cause dear got woken up by my kisses !! ahah .. then he ask me to close the door and went back to sleep !! -_-" haha .. nvm lah .. don't know why today i not angry when he sleep leh .. haha .. then i played his computer .. haha .. then saw his schedule of his posting !!ig itchy hands please wake me up and don't spy on me .. lolx .. cheyz .. i thought got what thing .. haha .. yuan lai ru chi .. haha .. he was posted to .. TEKONG !!!whahahahhaha !! poor darling .. he monday have to go in at 9.30am le .. poor dear .. thats what he wants .. lolx .. haha .. he must be very happy .. actually i quite happy lah .. though i know that i cannot see him too often but .. nvm .. haha .. cause he cannot see too many cha bo .. hahahah .. i kept looking at his sleep face .. so cute !! whahah .. he reali very cute .. then suddenly he hug me and slp .. i hug him very very tight .. whahha .. whaha .. feel so sweet lah .. haha .. don't know why loh .. haha .. then i let him sleep more comfortable .. then at 4 i wake him up cause he told me earlier on that he got play basketball at 4 loh .. but .. i wake up and shake him vibrously .. haiz .. in vain .. ahha .. he told me to let him sleep fpr awhile more .. nvm .. so at 4.30 i wake up him .. then he says sleep for awhile more .. i yesterday only sleep for 3 hours .. ok .. nvm .. i am not angry leh .. haha .. weird me .. haha .. then at 4.45pm i shake him like got earthquake like that .. finally his eyes open .. but he turn the other side and continue to sleep .. haiz .. nvm .. i continue to shake until he wake up .. then he says no more basketball le .. nobody free .. so i let him sleep .. while i want to go to continue play the computer, he hug me .. ahha .. after some exercise, he got energetic le .. haaha .. then he says let go to play basketball .. haha .. wah .. really no people leh .. haha .. so quiet .. and hot !! hell !! haha .. the scorching sun .. haha .. then i peep his hp .. haha .. saw something i don't like and start to imagine things again .. haha ..then afterwards dear automatically tell me w/out me asking him .. whaha .. then i .. ohhhh yuan lai ru chi .. haha .. he play for awhile only then go home loh !! ahah .. reach his house smelt curry princles potato chips !! whaha !! ask dear .. he says your head lah .. you hungry le lah .. haha .. then he point in front .. cause there's an original princles loh .. hahaha .. then see dear play street fighter .. wah so exciting .. haha .. not angry that he play leh .. i also don't know why .. he so pro sia !!! wah .. if he really got so good skills in life, who make him angry the person will die !! haha .. then clear up with him today .. found out alot of things loh .. haha .. yuan lai ru chi .. i now and today then i know what is he thinking about .. haha .. will try to improve on it de .. both of us jiayou !!! then the range will more than 7 le !! right !! whaha ..

excited ..

2004-10-01T16:30:00.000+08:00

well .. actually i did call to yes933 and sms was read by ling zhi yesterday !!! whaha !!!!! so excited !! ask dear to listen to radio .. but found out that he didn't listen lah .. but .. nvm lah .. sms just now le .. dear hope you will listen .. i dedicate for you de .. keke .. cheer up ~~

hello

2004-10-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmm .. my post for today !! whaha !!! chat with a social worker today !! well .. she taught me what to do first .. my recording down why,what,how,when i am unhappy or angry about or what feelings lah .. oh well .. just did it just now .. cause today got feelings .. haha .. so i write down lohz .. eh .. didn't eat the lunch the whole day sia !!! so hungry when it is 6.30pm .. went to my dear's house today at around 3.30pm bahz .. i mean reach his house at that time lah .. took a cab from hospital to my house and a cab to dear's house .. haha .. so eager to see him !! don't wish to waste any time waiting the bus and taking bus, cause 1 hour later i will then hence reach loh .. haha .. so .. i took a cab .. withdrew the only monkey left in my bank !! any now my bank left less than $10 lohz .. cannot withdraw le .. haha ..when i took the cab to dear's house, the driver was so friendly and goodie .. you know why .. he remind me not to be cheated by other's driver loh .. haha .. then the cost of the taxi is $8.80 de .. the driver was goodie sia .. only count $8 .. whaha !! earn $2 leh .. haha ..

missing you ..

2004-10-01T03:11:00.000+08:00

i am missing you alot since last night ... i want to hear your voice, hoping that you will call me .. but u didn't .. haiz .. yesterday night when i was studying, suddenly miss him and think of our past .. then read my hp of all the messages he sent to me last time .. then i just cry like helll .. miss him alot .. haiz .. the memories were so sweet ... haiz ... right at that moment i knew that i cannot lose you .. cause i love you alot .. even in my dreams i also dreamt of you .. haiz .. i dreamt how well you treat me .. haiz .. the dream was so sweet that i didn't want to wake up from it .. but .. i got woken up by the yes933 repeatition of the "ying yue ri ji" .. then i listen while i lie on my bed .. the story is about a girl cannot forget the guy after 1 year of break .. but how can she forget and can just forget .. they have been together for 7 years le lohz !! 2555 days lohz .. so many days together !! of cause got alot alot alot of memories de lehz .. i and him only 1 year and still together but yet i miss him so much le lohz and yet the memories were so much .. as i type, i suddenly think of jackson's the matter .. haiz .. and now another guy is chasing me .. doesn't he scared that history will happen ?? haiz .. if he does, why he like not jealous or what so ever .. haiz .. i dunno lohz .. maybe he know that i love him too much to leave him .. haha .. just sms him, wanting to meet him tommorrow .. cause i miss him alot and want to see him .. however, he sms me "see how loh" .. haiz .. feeling kinda kind of disappointed lohz .. but nvm lahz .. what can i say .. later i force him to meet me, he will say i force him .. haiz .. but i am hoping that he will .. haiz .. i really miss him alot !! why does he have no reaction .. or .. does he never miss me at all ???????? haiz .. i don't know .. but .. what happen will happen .. just only in different situation .. haiz .. feeling disappointed again .. cause he actually forget about jackson the incident .. i ask him "do u scared history repeat again meh" .. and he actually don't know what am i talking .. haiz .. did he really forget or he just couldn't be bothered ?? nobody knows except himself .. haiz .. i really don't know lohz .. i don't want to lose him, yet i feel to sever ties with him .. cause he keep making me disappointing .. haiz ..what do i actually want .. haiz .. i really don't know !!!! haiz .. like i say clear up everythink as early as possible .. or else .. we will going to our separate ways real soon .. which i didn't want it to happen .. haiz ..

missing you loads ..

2004-10-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

haiz .. miss my dear soo much .. dear are you asleep ?? hope you are not .. cause i want you to hear my regards for you .. haha .. love you darling !! though we are not that close ! but i will try to pull us close de !! i will try my every best de .. trust me .. i know you do .. haha .. i should say trust myself and you bah .. haha .. nitez dear .. muacks . hope that my sms will be read out .. haha .. cause very expensive to send 1 message leh .. but nvm lah .. haaha ..

haha .. i understand le ..

2004-09-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking what ivan says to me just now .. and then think back of my doings .. and i have come to a conclusion that .. i am really unreasonable sometimes .. and i really cannot compare my dear with my ex .. and feel that he is not better than my ex blah blah blah .. everyone has their own hao chu .. haiz .. i am so bad .. haiz .. sorry darling .. i should not have been so unhappy that u broke of accompanying me to the lantern festival and the dentist .. it is only a dentist lohz .. never accompany then never lah .. then the chalet is a gathering for ur friends that u met in BMT .. it may be u all last gathering le .. so i must be reasonable lohz .. right .. u can still accompany me other time mahz .. right .. sorry .. shouldn't have be angried .. but .. if u are not sure whether u can make it or what so ever, don't promise lohz .. okok .. at least in the end when don't have,the victim wouldn't be so angry .. haha .. no doubt that i have understand why did u do that .. but .. we still need to clear up .. right .. so that i wouldn't keep guessing this and that .. haha .. you are however not alwayz right lohz .. it must depends the situation de .. but don't know why it alwayz seems that you are right .. haiz .. and i am wrong .. am i really that childish ?? haiz .. i really wonder .. haiz .. why did people says i am .. but i think i am not .. maybe i am really .. but .. because i don't know what does a childish person will do or say .. thats why i think i am not bahz .. haha ..

i hope that i will realy grow up one day .. and the day would not be too late for me to grow up .. haiz .. i hope i can change in my thinking like if lah, maybe lah .. all is i think de .. haiz .. why am i like that .. haiz ..

ivan, alvin(my "kor"),my mom,etc thanks .. if there are no one like you all peeps told me that actually he is very concern about me and treats me good, i would have given up long tim ago .. cause as my point of view, he is very fierce and doesn't concern about me .. but actually he did .. haiz .. what am i thinking .. *knock my sense out* haiz .. darling .. you have been actually tolerating all my unreasonable .. haiz .. feeling so shamed of myself .. haiz .. serene wake up .. or everythink will be too late !!

ran out of topic .. tired??

2004-09-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

y .. we actually ran out of topic to chat just now .. y .. did we feel tired of each other already ... no i hope not .. haiz .. i reali dun wan it to happen .. haiz .. but even if it had happened, i can do nothing lohz .. maybe we just dun suit each other lohz .. or maybe we are just tired bahz .. i want to clear up everything with you face to face .. it will hence solve everything .. so .. even if u gave me a sad thing, i will accept .. haiz .. i really hope it will not turn out in that way .. so .. please god .. i love him too much to lose him .. but .. i don't want to keep a guy by beside when he does not love me .. so .. if it is, please tell me earlier to prevent me from getting more hurt .. haiz .. so i have decided to clear everything up with you .. haiz .. i want to have you .. but it is useless to have your body and not your heart .. right ??

skool
went skool today happily .. but found out that the teacher didn't come .. and a relief teacher came instead .. wth .. the dumb dumb teacher .. you cannot imagine a teacher yawns all the way .. even when you are not tired, and you see him yawn, u will also feel tired de lohz .. haiz .. stupid freaking teacher .. no wonder the class has only 2 people (include me) .. haha .. den at 8+ the teacher says lesson ends .. oh well .. good .. at least wouldn't see him yawn lohz .. haha .. so went off .. trying to find a clinic .. cannot find one .. but .. when i went home by MRT, i saw a 24hr clinic .. i m BLIND .. haiz ... since i cannot find one and so concidencely i met simon and murphy, so we sat down and chat .. oh ya .. simon is the one who is chasing me now .. haha .. he want to give me a ride .. but i refuse lahz .. haha .. then he jio me to genting end of the year .. haha .. then tell him .. but he says u got money then go lohz .. haiz ... nevermind lahz .. don't intend to go also .. haha ..

no mood to blog .. cause .. talking with ivan on the phone .. whaha .. bye .. hope u got see my blog ..

haiz ..

2004-09-29T01:42:00.000+08:00

juz doin nuts .. missing darling

whaha .. ;D

2004-09-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

i m insane

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change add le ..

Photos to view ..

moi birthday ..

wo hao xiang ni

haix .. =(

my work .. yesterday and today ..

happy anniversary ~~~

my activities ..

to hubby ..

oh ya ..

happy =)

hellox ..

i missing u now ..

i missing u now ..

i hate u !!

last day of new year .. chinese valentine day ..

first .. happy new year .. second happy valentine day .. third .. happy anniversary darling ..

SCARED

hello

hello

my blogskin is alright ..

ehh ..

hmm .. i am back from missing ..

happy new year and it is 2005 ..

merry x'mas !!

x'mas is coming ..

hmm .. end of this week ..

great weekend !!

i think i going to burst into tears soon ..

changed com ..

haha ...

change position ..

from relax to stress ..

clothes !!

i am missing u right now at this point. .

oh wellx .. bad or good ?

hmm .. happy happy .. we fine le !

it maybe my last blog ..

down .. sad ..

good news ..

pissed off ..

i felt so useless !!

time for blog ..

i have been missing .. but ..

today ..

haiz .. hurt,happy,confused,funny and some other mixture of feelings ...

what happened ytd ..

well ..

PART II

another week had passed by le .. :'( PART I

first paper .

envy ... haiz ..

weird ..

sunday !! which is ytd !! tragic !!

my surprise for my dear ..

exams,insane,suay,blah blah blah ..

(",) THURDAY !!!

weekends peeps ..

fun games available ..

history (",)

sobx sobx ..

so what ..

so what ..

so what ..

touched !!!

fierce, fierce, fierce

oh my god !!!

tired ~~~

so long no blog .. got miss me ? lolx ..

why does good time flies so fast ..

sweet sweet sweet .. thanks !!

afternoon ..

bad bad bad ..

at dearie's house

excited ..

hello

missing you ..

missing you loads ..

haha .. i understand le ..

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